Kalyani part 12

I was still sobbing, "Why me?! There must be something that can be done!" I (Kaviya) sat beside his bed, a little sympathetic now but clear as to the realities that now faced him."Look... Kalyani," I said, "I always believe everything's for the best..." "How?!" he cried, "How can it ever be?" I struggled for a while and then said, "Maybe you should just become a... a... woman?" He stared at me, the tears still welling up in his eyes. "What??!!" he said, "How can you even say that?! Mom will not agree Kaviya and she said we don't have any choice now and I drew a deep breath and began, "Look Kalyani, all this time we may have just said it jokingly, teasingly, mockingly... but the fact is, you are just too effeminate to ever have been a man. Everything about you is unmanly. I know what happened to you in roshini home and  I know you will never come back to home , mom will get hurt. You are nowhere near ambitious or a fighter so you will never be able to come up in life. You're a pushover who will just do what he's told."He was crying more than ever now as he listened to the harsh reality being put across to him. "You're not going to face your relatives so you can't get any assistance from them either. And now, you don't even have a..", I hurried through the word, "..penis." "So instead of remaining a eunuch, why don't you just become a woman? You already look feminine and talk and act like a female. As a woman you can lead a completely new life!"He was crying uncontrollably now. Saranya was pursing his lips. Even my pulse was racing as I realised how crazy it all sounded but how inescapable it was."And what will I do after I become a woman?!" he cried, "Become a beggar? Or a prostitute?!" "Maybe you can get married and just be a housewife..." I said. "Oh and who will marry me?!" And I already I got bonec what happened to you know right he exclaimed. My heart skipped a beat as I could see where this was quickly heading..."I will," said Saranya stepping forward.