Kalyani Introduction

Let me introduce my self....

I am Kalyan...and i have 3 older brothers, I have younger sister and her name is Meena and I was the fourth. actually first three are boys so she want girl this time.So he prayed to God also but my fate I was born as boy and my mom became very sad that time.. everyone used tell me. My mom  always dress like girl and she will not allow mingle with my brother and especially father.she got scared so she will go away from me. I was brought up by my mother. Our father had basically like athletic person. He liks Ameer Khan "DANGAL" movie.so he giving trainings to brothers.when I was just two, due to his aim and violent nature. When ever my relatives described him, they usually used terms like "That good for nothing...", "That he torchering child's...." and In Villages everyone will scold him but he will not bother about anyone. Daily early morning my brother's will go with father for physical training. My mom will not allow to go so I will stay in home.

I grew up in quite a feminine,  I was raised in some part as a girl.I was given dolls and girls toys, as part of my mother's idea that there was no such things as boys behavior and girls behavior I also always had long hair. I don't remember ever having short hair. When I was four that my sister was born. I was four, my mom made me join Classical dance class. Now I want take care my sister and mom used to teach all house hold works. Some times I will join with village girl and we will go for river to wash clothes.they will speak about girly thinks and gossip about village men's. Like this year's passed...my sister is studying school and she joined in Volleyball coaching  and so planning  in entering the volleyball  centre, the only boy to have done so.

I had long hair till mid back. I don't have hairs also.my father asked me to join center  but  really disliked the pressure to 'act like a man' and hide my feelings.  I also like the way girls were given pretty cloths to wear, and nice things like ribbons and hair clips. I remember sitting in a class once paying attention to girls talking. One said that she was going to get some hair ribbons for her friends. When a girl pointed to me and asked if she was going to get some for me she said "Boys don't wear hair ribbons." I felt sad to have been left out.

 I had just turned 11. I was the only boy in the team so I was asked to change in a separate room. I came out to the dressing room wearing shorts and T-shirt.I remember several girls looking at me and my sister said. "My brother doesn't have those." In short order several girls came over to me and removed my T-shirt to take a closer look. It wasn't long to a couple of girls had their chests bared as we compared with each other. She came near told me don't worry it will grow ..I nodded my head.

One time we went outstation for match,  where most of the volleyball team was in attendance. One of the oldest girls who was 16 at the time decided to give the rest of the girls room. that asked me to join. Night she came said u don't have breast till now and she undressed me and pointed It was at that point that I realized that she had breasts that were as big as most of the 18 year old girls.

Morning coach interrupted before the match.he asked about that's incident ( breast compare)  I got a bit of a grilling down and was questioned but not too harsh when the other girls explained that it was not my idea.