Wednesday, 20 October 2021

Never Ending Love...8

A week later, to my surprise, shilpa came to the dance practice room along with Ms. Nisha.  Ms. Nisha told me “it’s time to show your talent to your mother who was an awesome dancer in her youth! She would have been a famous dancer if she didn’t marry your dad!”. so please practice hard to win  the dance title. Next day was my performance at TV show . I was very nervous and excited at same time. It was my first  dance reality show . I woke up early in the morning, Ms. Nisha and mom both were dressing me for my performance. They started with saree and makeup. I couldn’t stop staring myself. I was looking so pretty.There were many people and so many camara and all were looking at me. I felt shy. It was my chance for performing, I started dancing and everyone enjoyed it. As soon as my performance was over, everyone applauded and it made me more confident and happy. This was the best day of my life. My mom and Ms. Nisha were very happy and kissed me after the performance. 

I asked the judges can i bring my Mom  on stage and they said yes . I picked them up and introduced them to the judges. i  told them that " My mom was a  professional classical dancer, my mom had a desire to be a great dancer but because us  my mom bury her desire. I want to dance with her once in the stage . she married my father and  she was a good wife to my dad and a good mom to me. I fell at my mother's feet saying that the reason I learned to dance and i want to full fil my mom wishes. I still continue learning other dance forms . Dance has become my life. I’m fulfilling my mom’s dream of becoming a dancer. I’m now a professional dancer which was my mom’s dream. She is so proud of me. I love her.Mom woke me up crying and kissed me  on the cheek then everyone in the studio gave applause for my mom." 
After Long time we went to my father village. My mom wearing Saree and i am wearing Half Saree. when we reached home my grandmother gave one letter to my mom. while reading the letter my mom started to cry  and i don't know how to react .  Finally my mom told me " you have to became Army amb like your father" and that's his last wish. that's why I joined this MTS .
 Finally ayisha mam finished this story and again mam told that Yesterday was my first Marriage Anniversary so my husband called me and he asked to restaurant.  Then vijay asked me Mam you are going to see him like this and I said yes. Vijay asked me to give him 20 minutes and he asked  me to sit down. He  put makeup on me. He just braided me and after everything was done I looked at myself in the mirror and could not believe , i was  beautiful. then he told me " i know make up and I will dance and basically i am dancer ". vijay told me the story. Yesterday my husband praised my beauty . I thought I could help as much as I could. Ayisha mam is waiting for Rohini reaction. but she didn't react anything and she went to class room.

Never Ending Love .....part 7

The next morning I woke up and mom was there with coffee.  The well awaited time came and I was in front of Ms. Nisha. This time she was wearing a pink salwar kameez. Her hair was made as a bun and jasmine flowers were arranged around it. She wore a gold ring instead of stud in her nose. She instructed me to change and come. She then called my mom and they talked and laughed for a while.  Meanwhile, I opened her makeup box and used eyebrow pencils, mascara and lipstick. I went to show my teacher that I have completed my makeup. I applied bindi and showed my makeup to Ms. Nisha again. She was happy then and helped me with a necklace and  jhumkas. The class was about the way to sync with music and I couldn’t sync properly which made rest of the girls laugh. Ms. Nisha understood my problem and she told me that I will be happy a week after punishment.  After one week again danced for same song with proper sync. Nisha is recorded my dance videos and my mom standing and watching my dance . she feeling very happy and at the same time she is crying. i hugged my mom.

Ms. Nisha called my mom and asked her to come. she told all of us about the importance of “gungroos” which is to be worn in legs like payals. She called me to the front and told me to put my left leg on a nearby chair. She took a red gungroo set and placed in my ankles and tied a tight knot at the back. I could hear loud noise when i put my leg down. She told me to tie the other to the right leg and I was excited to do it. She ordered me to go to front. Oh my god! I was walking with heavy gungroos in my ankles and it made a harmonious noise. She told me to perform a certain step that was taught last class. I respected the floor and started dancing the steps I have learned. I felt a kind of spirit which I have never felt before. Ms. Nisha told others to listen to the rhythm of my gungroo legs and study. I saw a satisfied smile on Ms. Nisha’s face when I finished dancing. She told me that I am learning fast, I could even do the stage performance  if I learn like that. I felt happy when one of them whose name was Shilpa encouraged me and she is Nisha friend  by saying that my moves were great. She told me that I’m really Lucky and you got chance to perform in stage and it  was the most encouraging part. again if you're ready next week one function is there if you danced well you will get more chances. Immediately Nisha agreed for that.

 mom kissed my forehead and told me that  it was awesome performance in dance class. I learned a lot from this weeks dance classes and I became more and more dancer.  Shilpa mam arranged program for me . I little shy to dance in front everyone and my mom told me be confident and dance like peacock. I gave my best and danced well. After finishing the dance i was waiting for audience reaction and everyone clapped. i became very happy and i get blessings from Nisha and my mom.

  After one week Ms. Nisha came to me and gave me a small box. I was surprised to see that it was a jewellery set. It consisted of a pair of jhumkas made of beads and fake diamonds and a beautiful necklace. She came close to me and started removing the ear-studs I was wearing for a month. She inserted the needle of jhumka earring in my right ear and screwed it tightly. She had done the same for left ear. I was feeling the weight of jhumkas while Ms. Nisha placed the necklace below my neck and tied it from behind. She then told me that it was a gift for my stage performance. I was very happy that I touched Ms. Nisha’s feet as a student respecting her master and she placed her hand over my head and blessed me that I would become a world famous dancer. Shilpa Mam came inside the room and she was so happy that she kissed me on my cheek. she said i have got one chance from TV reality show. i  became very happy.

Never Ending Love...6


First day i went to class, dance teacher introduced herself as Ms. Nisha.  She was wearing a peacock green sari with golden borders and matching blouse.She had worn ornaments like bangles and toe-ring. Her ears were adorned by 4 earrings in each and had a well placed nose-stud shining on her nose. She explained that we are about to learn the new steps. She introduced me to other students as new  student. She showed some pics of classical dancers and showed some hand mudras. She then dismissed the class and told me to come an hour early next day.
The next day, he finished work early and  he reached dance class by 3:15 pm. This time there was no one in the dance hall except for Ms. Nisha. She asked me what made me to learn Bharatanatyam . i told that it’s my mom will and she is classical dancer . she  said “It’s good, but soon it will be your will!”. She asked me "do you like me Viji "  and i said yes, especially your nose ring and earing. she smiled and if you like it really and again he said yes.

 Dear, I will call your mom and tell to get you one tonight itself. Now you can go home”. I left. I was surprised to see that my mom was already dressed to go out with me. I was ready to go with my mom. We were going to nearby mall. My mom was so exited and i don't know why.  Directly they went to  jewellery shop and mom asked him sit and she spoke with worker.  He came near and pierced my  left side nose and above ear also.  i just had a blank look on mom’s eyes. they  went home and i was too exhausted due to the pain and i slept early. I  went for the next dance class earlier than before. This time my teacher was in a yellow salwar. My bra is giving sien trouble so I asked her room and she showed. I went to a room , I removed my salwar ,  I was wearing only my pant. i removed my bra and again i am trying to Wear,  It took me 10 minutes to keep the bra in a position to hook. To my surprise it was hooked by Ms. Nisha from behind. I was speechless and shy .  Ms. Nisha showed a skeptic look on me and I understood that she noticed the flat chest. She told me to rise my hands and show me your front. I could see my flat chest. Ms. Nisha noticed  asked my age and i told her 14. but you don't have breast ok i will speak with your mom. I started to leave as soon as it was completed but Ms. Nisha holded me by hand and said that I’m not completed. I asked her what else is to be done and she spoke nothing but opened a box and took something. She opened it and I realized that it was mascara (kajal). I resisted a bit but she forcefully rimmed both my eyes with mascara. This time my dick was even stronger. She understood that I’m helpless with projecting dick. She used eyebrow pencils and curved my eyebrow shape like dancers. She completed with a black bindi in the center of my eyebrows. She opened another drawer and took a pair of  jhumkas. I felt my ears heavy when she put it to my ears. She told me that I can go to the practicing hall now. The class was over by 6:30 pm and I went inside the room to change.  I packed up everything and left. When I reached home my Mom opened the front door and she hugged me and kissed me in the forehead. I couldn’t understand the reason for this strange behavior. She told me that I look beautiful and now your look like real dancers. she just hugged me and removed my bindi and asked me to take bath and while she prepare food.

Never Ending Love...part 5

He never came to class that day . Next day I came early and i was waiting for him. my friends came and finally vijay came . he is looking like the heroine and he riding the Scotty and girls helmet and no one will believe he is the boy means. He's so handsome and I was attracted to him without knowing myself. We went to our classroom. some boys told the principal to send Vijay to another class or else send him out of college and he would be the problem for us to win the competition. The principal asked them what happened now and what Vijay had done. I understood that  principal don't know anything about vijay. Ayesha mam  didn't complaint about vijay. I went straight to Ayesha mam  room and Vijay was braiding mam hair. I took a photo. I knocked on the door room ,  I acting like normal. immediately Ayesha mam sent  Vijay out and invited me inside. I told her  that you never talked to the principal about Vijay and then why did you lie to us mam.  Ayesha Mam said I don't have to tell you that and i don't want spoil vijay life. I asked her " i have one doubt and i  showed the photo and tell me the reason. Mam you don't tell me I will show it to the principal. Ayisha mam said don't do that and  you want know the reason right. ok i will tell the reason after this you will help him yourself,  that's ok mam..I will decide later.. Mam told me to sit down and started telling Vijay’s story.
i will tell you his point of view...so now you consider me as Vijay.
I am only son of my mother Kaviya. my mom want to became a professional classical dancer. While learning the classical dance,  my mom fall love with my father and after one year they got married . After marriage also mom gave some stage program and concerts also but she wants achieve more but  her bad luck  she met accident and she lost one leg. So she want to teach me  classical dance. My  father is  army man and he died on duty while serving the country. My father last wish is his , i  want to  became army man like him so that's why i joined here. 
After my father death , we got some amount from government and we went to native. Now she don't have husband so village people starting to gave sex torture to mom and they are taking advantage.  Again we shifted to kerala and she stayed in home itself and she is not allowed me go outside. my mom arranged a classical dance teacher at a nearby place. she didn't sent me to school. she teached me everything . Always she dressed like me as a  girl and she calling by girl name  VIJI.  she started to treat me like girl. i am considering as girl. my mom want  me to participate dance reality show. she was exited as she knew it would make me famous. The teacher was an old friend of mom. i  went to the class knowing nothing about the class at age of 7 .  Like me there were 5 other beginners with a difference that they were girls. i was the only boy but no one knows about me. i  learned classical dance for 6 years. After finishing the class directly i will go to home and i will helps my mom. Again   we shifted Kerala to Nagapattinam . my mom was trying to get reality shows , Mean while I  joined dance class. Now my age is 14.  still i am is thinking i am girl and always i am wearing half saree and chudithar etc.. Always i will wear Bangles and earing and i  learned all households works and he is 100 % percent girl now.  

Never Ending 💘....4

The next two days holiday for me and college. will reopen on Monday. I have 3 bike's so I took one bike went  around town. Evening I was sitting at home and  my mom told me to take my sister to dance class. I asked Priya when you joined the dance class and she said i was joined two days before. I dropped her and  Priya said pls pick me ... I will call you after dance class. I said yes too. I came home and fell asleep. I  woke up at 7.30pm, when I saw my Mobile  Priya had called me 5 times and I immediately picked up and i calld mom and went downstairs . Priya had already arrived home. someone was sitting with Priya and it was none other than Vijay. When I was wondering what he was doing this timein my home,  my mom said he was the one who brought Priya, I asked mom how do you know my mind voice . mom smiled and she gave me tea to drink. Priya said that " vijay he is my brother Rohan" and he is studying in MTS .  my mother asked him to come room and they both went inside the room then when he came out of the room  and he brought a bag. Then he left for home. I asked my mother what was in that bag and she told me that I would tell you when the time came. Monday i was the first person in college and then I was sitting and  looking at who was coming. My friends came and they also sat with me and they  looked at the girl's. At the same time  Vijay came on the Scotty. I called him and said " I'm a girl myself coming on abullet bike but you are boy and your coming by pink colour Scotty like women and that's a helmet also women helmet,  i asked him give me the bag and i want see if there are any make - up items in it. i grabbed the bag and pulled it out but suddenly he fell down . That time  Ayesha mam  came and warned me . again if you're teasing someone like this ..I will inform to the principal. Vijay got up and went to our classroom. i got angry on him because him mam scolded me.In our class boys would tease him and they calling him by girl  name" Viji " but he is not reacting anything's. some girls are supporting him and they are became friends.
 one month passed ..Ayesha Mam told us that she was going to make a model exam to test students IQ level. In this exam also Vijay did not score well.  Ayesha mam called home and  she said " i thought physically  you're weak and atleast you would study well but this is also average only. Mam said that you are not eligible to study here and your waste fellow  so I will talk to the principal tomorrow and he send you home. Vijay begged to mam but she is not ready listen his words. The next day Ayesha mam took Vijay and went to the principal's room.  Vijay's friends are asked give him another chance. but they both went to principal room.  An hour later Ayesha mam came to our class. Now she is looking different not like usual day. Ayesha mam will never braid her hair and I have never seen but now in braided hair she is beautiful. vijay friends asked about vijay. she told Principal gave another chance  to vijay so we have to for next opportunity.  Then I told her you are looking  more beautiful now . Mam smiled and said thank you. Immediately Vijay's friends asked her where is vijay and she told  that Vijay would come.

Never Ending 💘 ...part 3

The next day the principal came to our class and he told us about the pride of this college and the rules of the college and said that it is very important for you to behave with discipline. principal told us boy's should be hair cut like army man. sir  told to Vijay that you should cut your hair this week.  Again Principal sir  introduced "  Madam Ayesha will teach you about military rules and general knowledge , second person is Mr. Ajay and third person name is Ms.Sujitha and they  both of  will give you fitness and physical training. these three are teachers will take care till the end of this year.  Similarly there will be three teachers for all sections (A,C) ... We will hold competitions between your three section once in four months. There is a separate score for the winner. Another important thing is that it is not an individual competition and its group composition. So everyone in the class works together in unity. Finally he finished lecture and he  congratulations to all of us and told us to study well.

Vijay is more handsome than all the students in our class, which is why some girls started talking to him . but I don't know why I  didn't like him.  he looks like a woman while seeing from far, May be hair and hairless face  and body structure are just like women.
  Ayesha Mam told us to come to the ground and we went too, already Ajay sir and Suji Mam also there, then Ayesha mam told us today that we  are going to test your physical strength and fitness  then we will train them accordingly. 
1. Running race (200 meters) 
2. Long Jump 
We were divided into 9 group  as 4 students. in my group 2 boys (including Vijay) and 1 girl. Before that Suji Mam told that this is 100 meters lane so you need go there and comeback to starting place.  We were ready to run and we ran when suji mam blew the whistle. I ran very fast touched other end and i came back.  2nd place the girl came , 3rd not came. but we three are reached here but  Vijay had just run 100 meters and he was coming back. Everyone looked at him and started laughing. Then Ajay sir scolded us and told us  this is Army School so please be decipline and  this issue happened again we would send them to your home. after that We were all quiet. Then they are arranged for Long jump.  I jumped 6 meters long and Vijay jumped just 3.25 meters. I laughed when I saw him, I thought he was a comedy guy and looking like joker.  After completion everything  , ayisha mam told  us sit down .  She told us now we are going to split 3 groups ( Best - B , Average -A , Poor - P ) B , A , P .  Based on physical ability and train them accordingly. Ajay sir  called Vijay and told him that you are the lowest scorer of the two so you need to practice more.  Then he told us in B group 14 people including me, second  A group 17 people and finally Poor group 5 people are there including Vijay. 

After this Ayesha mam told us We will conduct classes for 3 months, after that 3 months will we start give only physical training and remaining 6 months we will send you some camp for real experience. So tomorrow onwards i  will take the class in the morning and Madam Suji and  Ajay sir will take classes.  after that interested people can do physical training.

Never Ending 💘 ...part 2

My grandpa and I went to a nearby super market, I went inside to buy things and Grandpa was standing outside. while purchasing , i heard some sounds and i went  outside . my  Grandpa is not there and he  had fallen down and i got scared and i checked my Grandpa nothing happened to him. I asked Grandpa what happened ? and  he said the one bike hit and one woman drove the bike, i didn't see tha bike number but it was pink color scooty. Then we both reached home and i told him to take rest.  That day evening my mother came home with some and She can't able to walk and she told its Small injury .  I got angry and i slapped that boy . My mother told me why you slapped him and he didn't do anything. he  took me to the hospital and he came to drop me her and he is good guy.  Then my mother apologized to him. suddenly  my grandpa called me and he told me look outside that bike was hit me. I went that guy  and asked him if this bike was yours and he said it was my friend's bike. i don't know what to do..Mom asked him to sit down and she gave him tea and treated him like close one. Me and my grandpa was angry while seeing this .

I was joined in Army Training Center 10 days before. While joining this college the principal told me that we will select 120 students per year and we will give the best training like real army training.  Final year we will give the special prize to best class not individual. We will consider that class  based on the competitions between those three Section  and which will be held in 3 Section (A,B,C) divided into three sections and will look after the discipline and skills of the students in the class.   i am Section B class room and  there are a total of 35 students in my class out of which 18 are boys and 17 are girls. There were 12 benches of 3 students per bench in our class.  Our class in charge is  Ayesha Madam. she  said that a new student joined today and he will come & join today. We were sitting in class and listening  the lesson, and office boy came . he told that he is  a new student. Then Madam Ayesha introduced him to us. Then he has no place on the boy's side so madam asked him to sit on the girl's side. Mam  said that there is no difference between boys  and girls in this college so sit there. After that Madam Ayesha told him to follow the rules and you have to behave like a soldier,he also said yes and he sat down on the last bench.

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