Keerthi Part - 11

  

                                                        Anu Aunty life story

Aunty asked me to change the dress and we would go, and I said no, aunt. I am feeling tired, so I am not coming. If you want, you can go, Aunty. Then I changed the my dress and came. Anu Aunty is still here, and I said I was also not going, and I felt very happy. We started to watch TV, and I asked her if I should put my head on your laps. She said okay, and I did. After some time, my aunt went to prepare the tea for us. At the suresh, he came home and took some things, and he asked me why you were staying alone. Come with me; we will go to the temple. I said no. Then I started to watch TV, and suddenly he came and kissed my cheeks.

He left, and I got very angry. Then Aunty came with tea, and she asked why you were still in an angry mood, and I said nothing, and I slept. I told her,'Aunty, 'you're very strong and have fought with four gays, and she said it was normal, and she said I am a Karete black belt after arrange. I have stopped everything, and while hearing this, we got excited and asked her to tell me the stories. She agreed, and she started to tell her story.

My parents have two children: me and my younger brother. My father is partial to both. our family is treditional Tamiland  I am not allowed to go outside after a certain age, and they also ask me to do housework.

My brother is always happy, and I get angry when I see it, but I can't do anything. I wanted to study well and join a good college for free, and I also got a free seat. I chose a faraway college and was determined not to come home even after the holidays. When I joined college, I was exactly what I wanted to be. I used to play with men and go out with them. In college, I fell in love with a boy who fell in love with me. Like other lovers, we went out—to the park, to the beach. I almost behaved like a man, and everyone teased him. But he didn't care about it and got along well with me. He introduced me to his house, and they liked me too, but his mother asked me to wear sarees like women. I didn't say that I couldn't; I said that I like to wear a pant shirt. His mother didn't like me for some things, but she didn't listen because of my arrogance. Little by little, he stopped talking to me. I did not ask him. Not only his mother but also my friends don't like some of the things I do, and they haven't told me yet.

I also went for a little trip as per dad's idea, and that's when I saw your uncle. When I saw your uncle for the first time, I thought he was like this idiot and ugly man. When I thought like that, he did something that made me realise that he wasn't like that. The grandparents were standing without money to go to the village. Everyone gave them money and did not ask if they had eaten. Your uncle bought them food and gave them the money they needed to go home. I realised then that what I wear has nothing to do with what I do. After that, I stayed here for a while, travelled in his work bus, and got to know a little about him. I thought it would be good if I married your uncle, but she never spoke a word to him, and after some time we will see him and speak with him, and mom called because my father was not feeling well, and I went home, and for almost one month I didn't meet him.

One day my mother told today one boy is coming to see you I told I don't want to become someone's wife and I fell love with your uncle, my mother forced make me wear saree and present me in front of the guy. they asked me to bring the tea and i put salt on one cup and that i gave to your uncle. my dad asked me to see the groom To my surprise the guy is nothing but your uncle. I am feeling somewhat happy and agreed to marry him. Both our parents tell us to talk each other, we went to upside and sit and start talking, I told him sorry for tea and he told no need to tell it , I told him I don't want to wear saree anytime and i like to wear pants and shirt or tshirts  etc but due to traditional I am wearing this saree forcefully. Hearing that he didnt tell anything. he asked me do you like me and i said yes. then he went down side but i am waiting for his answer.

After 3 months, we got married, but he still didn't talk about what I told him. At first, I asked him again, and he didn't say anything. He gave me one bag, which was full of t-shirts, pants, and shorts. He told me you are mine, so others don't want to see your beauty, and one more thing: you can wear whatever you want, or if you are not wearing any dresses, that is also ok, but inside the room. My mom and family are traditional about this, and my mom will not allow you. I said okay.

When I said that, I asked if you bought these clothes. He said no to that. I looked surprised and he said Anu, you have been in the bus with me for a while and you are inquiring about me. I got suspicious, so I asked your father, and he confirmed that you love me, and then I came to your house asking for a girl. I tried to hit a little, but he immediately switched off the light in the room, and after that, we had Divya and Siya.

So listen to me, Raji, we all don't know if life will be good, so we have to change the life that is set to suit us. Then I hugged Aunty, came to my room, and fell asleep.

Keerthi Part - 10

  

                                                  Looking like Braid

Next morning mom woke up me and asked me take bath. i came to my room with towel and anu aunty and her daughters there. Aunty gave me blose and aksed me to try. suddnely ragavi called me. divya holding my phone and i tried blouse and ragavi said see raji I am really lucky to put petticoat and blouse to my bother that's you see your hands it's so feminine that blouse perfectly suites you, you are also now girl like us and hearing that I started to cry and both girls started to laugh, and mom said you always teasing me for being feminine but you are more Feminine then me see you looking so pretty soft doll and bueatiful in  Saree actually it's look more suitable to you then any other girl, then my sister join her welcome to Womanhood Raji, then anu aunty asked her stop teasing me. then both my sister and mom teasing me more. 

Mom braided my hair, I put big jumikhas and light mack up, and Aunty asked me to stand in front of the mirror. Really, I am looking like a girl, and Aunty put black bindi on my near-by ear. I came out, and Shathi aunty and Radha aunty teased me more. Radha Aunty said you should have been born as a female, but you were mistakenly born as a male. Now also tell me if your okay, and I will ask Suresh to marry you, and you will become my DIL.

I felt very shamed. Then the uncle came and gave me naclace to wear, and the second uncle gave me naclace, and the third uncle also gave me naclace, and I put three neclace on and felt a little weight and i took blessing from them.Mom gave gifts for everything we have purchased in Chennai. Then mom took some real photos and sent them to Ragavi. Rgavi called, and Divya answered the call, and Ragavi was very happy to see something like this, and I told her it was all for you, and once I came to Chennai, I would give it to you. Ragavi said, Rajiv, really, you are more beautiful than other girls, and she cried, and I consoled her. I said to her, 'Don't cry, and always I want to see you in smile ".She said okay, and I told her I would call later.Then kaviya called me and i spoke with her and i told i will call later.  Mom gave me high-heeled sandals, and she asked me to try them. I was wearing high heels and tried to walk. I asked Divya to ragavi, and she called, and I asked her to show these videos. I tried, but I fell down, so I wore normal sandals. I asked her to cut the call.

We all ready to go temple, then grandmother told the aunties that you should all get ready to take the milk for god. Looking at me, she said you should also take the milk . I couldn't even say no. Then the aunts filled four jugs with milk. All the uncles have gone to the temple. After a while, they brought the music drum, and after looking at it, more than 100 women brought milk jugs. We also have to go with them, and we have to go with the women to the temple with the milk jug on our heads. I felt ashamed thinking about it, so I decided to do it, thinking that it was for God.

 Mother took the jug on my head, and I stared at her, then she inserted my saree pallu on my waist. Then my mother made us stand alone and took a picture. Grandma told me that my face was angry, and then I smiled a little. no one is ready to think about me and about situtaion . After that, Siya and I went to see around the festival arrangements; they had done a good job of decorting the village.

I have not seen this kind of festival. The children were playing, the village men were standing and shouting happily, the adults were working, and the festival had lots of shops and games. She and I were just enjoying everything, and Sia takes me to a shop, she can buy a bangle from there, and I said okay. Then Suresh came there and asked me to buy something for you. I remained speechless, then he took both of us and bought ice cream. He was walking behind me, and I felt bad to see him, but I didn't want to tell him i am boy because I was afraid it might cause some trouble.

I turned to Suresh and asked why you were following us now, and he said it was for your safety. We will take care of it. I told him not to come back, but he hesitated and left. Then we were walking around for a while when some men were teasing the women after drinking alcohol, and they were also teasing us. One of them said  see Machi's her waist is the same as Samantha's waist . I covered my waist with a saree, then they follow us and i asked siya shall we go to home. She said okay, and we both came home. At home, the aunties were keeping things for the evening  and we have cook pongal for god.

I went to my room and took a rest. That evening, we again took the Pongal basket and went to the temple, cooked Pongal, offered it to God, and then came home. I was already doing all this against my will, and Suresh was taking pictures of me with his mobile phone. I told this to my mother, but she smiled at me and told me to be happy that atleast he was seeing you and enjoy the moment.

I told my anu aunt about Suresh. Aunty said to me, This is a small matter. You are worried about this. If a boy other than Suresh comes after you, will you say this? I said no. Aunty said that should ignore him, and then she said that whoever doesn't like such a beautiful girl, he is also your cousin. I pretended to be angry. I told Aunty that you should stay with me for the night. That night, we all went to the temple, and the goddess was beautifully decorated, and it was very beautiful to see. I was telling my aunt about it. Then we both stood nearby and took a photo. We all separated, and I went with Anu Aunty. I felt like urinating. Aunty said, Let's go home, but I said, No, I'm going somewhere here. It was dark at some distance, and I went there. Aunt stood a little distance away.

. I went back after urinating, and someone covered my mouth with a hand, and then they took me like that; I couldn't even scream. After going a little distance, they dropped me down. One of them came forward, saying he would hit your waist with a stick. I am going to kiss you now; see what you are doing. I came near me and tried to kiss me.

i pushed him away and tried to run away and someone pulled my saree pallu and i removed my saree and ran way. I covered my chest area because I am only in blouse and petticoat and i called my aunt and she came and  I hugged her, cried, and then told her what happened. Aunty took my hand and took me to their place. When they saw us, they started laughing, and Auntie went to them and grabbed one person shirt and beat him. They all got scared, and everyone came to beat Aunty, but Aunty beat them alone. One of them came near me and tried to hit me. I pushed him away, and while falling down, he grabbed my blouse, which got torn. Then they all ran away. Aunty asked me not to tell anyone about this, and I was proud of Aunty, but at the same time I was a little scared. Then we both went home.

Keerthi Part - 9

                                                 Festival Shopping 

After some time i woke up and grandma called and told me, she wanted to braid my hair. I have no problem, so I agreed.

 She oiled my hair and started to brush it

GM - do you know, how to braid the hair?

Me - no

GM - no, you should learn it. Don't worry I will teach you, how to braid and how to wear saree also.

It may sound exciting for her but not for me. I noticed she applied a different kind of oil

Me - grandmother, I feel different about this oil. What is this?

GM - it's very special oil. It make your hair long and strong. I am giving this oil to your mother, so that she can apply it you, when you go home. Its only for you. Within no time, your hair will cross your butt.

Again, she sounded very exciting, but I don't want long hair after marriage. Grandma massaged me, and I felt good. all came to home. Then I spoke with my uncles some time later. Then Divya and Siya both came, and they called my sister, and they came and held my hand. then we three were sitting, some were watching videos on my mobile. After dinner, Anu anuty asked me to go to my room, so I did. She adjusted my half saree, and she said to always cover your waist and breasts. I said okay, and she taught me some tricks to handle the half-saree. Then we came out. I was sitting, and Anu Aunty was also sitting with me, and she was watching some videos. The opposite Suresh was staring at me, and I felt very shy and ashamed. whether I should tell Aunty or not.

After some time i went to sleep. At night I got a really weird dream, I was in a silk saree, with lot of jewellery and lot of flowers and suresh is coming to my room and he tried to kiss me.

suddenly i woke up,  I was really scared of the dream.  I really don't want it to happen again after this trip.

Next morning I woke up and took my bathe. As I expected I saw my aunt waiting for me.

Aunt - so, what do you want to wear today?

Me - Pant and shirt

Aunt - you have only two options. Saree or half Saree

It's not much of a difference, so again I selected a half Saree. Within not time she started to drape it. And today she taught me, how to wear it too. I didn't not find it difficult

Next I sat on a chair, while she fixed remaining things. I usually sat like doll. After she fixed my hair, I thought it's over

Aunt - wait, where are you doing? You still have flowers to wear

Me - no, aunty. I don't want to wear flowers

Aunt - it's new the you, but soon you will like it. Moreover, your grandmother, won't like to see you without flowers.

It's like, no cared about my words. After she pinned flowers in my hair, I went to the hall. To my bad luck, my mom was speaking to my sister is video call. My mom didn't leave until I speak to my sister.

My sister teased me a lot and my mom sent lot pics to my sister, including yesterday's Saree pics. I never saw, she took pics. the ragavi asked me have you learn to wear half saree and saree and i sad no. 

Anu aunty was really caring, she slowly taught me few things, like how to wear and handle Sarees and how to braid my hair. she said ok . 

Anu aunty & Me 

then she started to tease me and she said even i am girl still i dont tried half saree and saree and i bend my head and i gave my phone to my mom. ragavi said i am going to donete my dresses poor people and she asked us Do you want me to donate yours too?.

Mom - yeah, sure. You know the Sarees, which I am not wearing. Take those

I wanted to donate few clothes too. So I told my sister to donate, all my faded clothes. My sister said OK. 

Tomorrow is the festival, so we all went to the shop to purchase the dress. Aunties selected a few sarees, and mom asked me over them, and she took the sarees and put on the sholders one by one and asked me how they looked. I can't say anything, and Anu Aunty said it would look nice for her. Then they all went shopping for jewellery, and all shopping was done, and we came to our home around 3 clk. Then I gave measurements for blouse stitching. night, all speaking about festival decoration. Divya and Siya were talking about arrangements.

Ragavi called me and i am talking about festival and i said her and i going to miss you . she said i am also same. my mom came and she said Raji tomorrow you need to wear  saree and hearing that my sister told I also want to see this function because he is looking more bueatiful in saree and half saree. Hearing all I am getting very scared how can I handle. my mother, sister started to laughing more but my mother told her don't to laugh my cute little son sorry daughter will get scared and i gave fake angry. ragavi kissed from there and she said so morning i will call you so pick up call.i said ok. 

Keerthi Part - 8

 

                                                Experience with Half Saree

Aunties make fun of me, but at the same time, they speak very well and are nice to me. Anu Aunty came, sat near, and held my hand. She said, Don't worry, Rajiv. We are all with you, so don't panic. I'm always with you, and if you want any help, just call me and I will  come.I said okay. Anu Aunty asked her daughters to be with me. I don't know what to do, and my mom is busy speaking with Grandma. Then Divya started to speak with her, and she is like her mom and so kind. We talked about this village and about her studies. Suresh is seeing me, and I don't know what to do. I felt very shy and didn't know how to react.We had dinner night, and all the ladies were talking in the hall, while the uncles sat outside and talked. Anu aunty applied henna to cousin sisters, and grandma asked me to put henna. then I went near and sat and Anu aunty put henna on my hands and legs, and its very beautiful henna designs on my hands and legs too.

i was sitting alone and at the time I got call from Ragavi, but now I cannot attend that call. I called Anu Aunty and asked for her help in keeping the phone in my ear. I called Ragavi, but she asked me to do a video call, but I felt scared, and if she knew about this henna, she would tease me. Suddenly, she called, and Anu attended the call and came in front of me. Anu Aunty and I went to our room. I sat on the bed, and Aunty sat on the other side. I asked Aunty where Divya was, and this call would take more time, and Aunty said just now they went to sleep, and she said, "Okay, Rajiv, I will hold my mobile. While seeing me, Ragavi laughed and teased me a lot, and she started calling me little sister, and I told her aunty with me, and they spoke some time. 

We both chitchatted for some time, but all the time she was laughing, and I felt very shy. I told her I would call tomorrow, and we spoke for almost 2 hours. Then I said thanks to Anu Aunty, and she said it was ok, and while going, she kissed me and said you are also like my son, so don't feel bad asking for this kind of help. I almost cried in my eyes while hearing this. I hugged her, said sorry, and went to sleep. Anu Aunty went to her home and younger uncle is staying seperate home and he is working as goverment bus driver. The next morning, I woke up around 10 a.m. I came out of the room, and my uncles went to work, and even my mom was not there. Grandma is only sitting in the hall; Anu aunty is working in the kitchen; and 2 aunties went to work. Anu asked me to take a bath, and I took a bath. I put on my dress(pant,shirt), and I had breakfast. Now I removed my earrings and didn't comb my hair, so I put on my cap and planned to go out, but my grandma stopped, and she called my mom, and she scoled my mom, but I don't know why she scoled my mom. Mom asked me to go to my room, so I did.

I went to my room but my mom and grandmother were discussing something about me. Mom and aunty went another room and I really don't know what's going on. they asked to come that room and i went inside the room I saw a chudithar and half saree on bed. My mom asked me to sit on the bed.she said

Mom - listen, rajiv. Your grandmother always wanted to meet her granddaughter. After all these years, she never got to meet her, so....

Me - so what? Say it

Mom - after seeing you with your long hair and all. She wants you to be granddaughter for few days.

Me - no, I won't agree

mom tried to convince me, my mom literally cried, so with no choice I agreed. Without wasting no time, they asked me chosse me any dress and i said anything is ok with angry look. They gave 3 blouses to try and in this only one is fitted and its rani old dresses so mom asked me to wear rani old dress. i dont have any option so i said ok.

Then i wored the blouse with help of mom and my mom was draping the half saree on me, my aunt put bangles to my hands, asked me put same jumikhas earrings, anklets to my legs. I was really sad, my mom and aunt were convincing me to be happy, mom braided my hair and put small necklace.

After I was ready, they escorted me to my grandmother, who is waiting for me. See was stunned after looking at me.

Grandmother(GM) - Rajiv, you really look very beautiful in this half saree and jewellery.

I don't to what to say, I stood silently. She understood my embarrassment. So she took me to get room and we were alone

GM - look, rajiv, there is nothing to embarrass about. Its only for few days.

Me - OK. But for few days

GM - good. Now your name is Raji. OK

Me - OK

GM - don't worry, we will have so much fun and I will teach everything about being a women.

I just simply nodded my head.

For a few hours, I was uncomfortable speaking with GM. At the time Anu aunty came to the room and asked me whether you were coming to agriculture land where uncles and aunties are working, I said ok. Slowly, I moved from the room. Anu Aunty asked me to walk slowly; otherwise, you will fall down. I said okay; Aunty took food for them, and I went walking with her. heavy sun rises, I am feeling hot, and I have reached land. All men are wearing white dhoti with white banyan and white turbans on their heads; ladies are wearing sarees, and they are doing some work. Anu Aunty called uncles and aunties to eat lunch. All were washed their hands and legs and came. I was slowly walking and visiting the places when suddenly I heard a voice and got scared. I was going to fall down,

and one person came and held my hips. The face I am seeing is none other than Suresh. I said thanks to him, but he didn't leave me and held me tightly, and he was rubbing my waist. I pushed him and ran to Aunty. All the ladies are asking about me, and Shanthi told them that she is my DIL, and she came from Chennai and told me my name. Then all the ladies came and asked about my mom, and they left. Uncles went to rest near a tree. Shanthi aunty asked me to eat lunch, and I said no, aunty, and I would go home and eat. Radha aunty scoled Anu aunty because now 2 clk still Raji didn't have lunch, then Shanthi and Radha fed me food, and I ate lunch there. After some time, they went to work, and Anu Aunty also ate her lunch, and she also went to work. I simply sat there and took my mobile and took some videos and photos. I called my girlfriend and spoke with her some time. then 4 clk Anu Aunty came and we both came home, and I was feeling very, so I went to my room and slept some time.

Keerthi Part - 7

 

                                     Going to Grandma House

let me tell you about mom family details,

My mother has two elder brothers and one younger brother, for a total of two cousin brothers and four cousin sisters.

1st elder brother : Senthil

wife :Shanthi

Son: Vijay (29)

daughter: Priya (26).

2nd elder brother: Siva

wife : Radha

son : Suresh (27).

daughter : Rani (25).

younger brother: Karthik

wife: Anu

daughter: Divya (21).

2nd daughter: Siya (19)

Vijay and Suresh are both two years year's elder than me. Priya and I both are the same age, and Priya and Rani are both already married and staying with their husbands at home. The three (Rani, Divya, and Siya) girls are younger than me. I don't know how to manage all of them. Mom had planned to go three days before. Mom is waiting for that day, and she has done shopping to buy dresses and other things for my cousin brothers and cousin sisters. We purchased jewellery for all, like rings, earrings, and chains. Finally, the day arrived. I packed everything and packed it in a big suitcase. next morning i woke up and seeing  my mom already got ready  and she asked to get ready and i took bath and came to my rrom and meanwhile mom done breakfast. I came out of the room, and my mom started to braid my hair.She was braiding like a girl, and I got upset and asked her

Me - mom, what they will think of my hair, will it be weird?

Mom - of course not, by the way, you don't have too long hair

Me - really mom? My hair crossed my waist

Mom - so what? Your grandmother has till her knees

While we were on the conversation, I didn't pay much attention, my mom again braided my hair by middle parting it. I thought everything is over and we can go but my mom had other plans. She went to her room and came with a pair of jhumkas with a smile on her face. Seeing them, I immediately said no.

Mom - you told me, you will wear them on occasions

Me - but mom, not in public

My mom didn't even listen to what I was saying. Literally, she forced me to wear them. It's very strange; I never wore jhumkas. then dad and Ragavi came, and Ragavi gave a cruel smile, and she hugged and said, You are a beautiful little sister, and I tried to hit her, but she ran away. Then she came near and told me once I reached the grandma's house, please do a video call. Again, she hugged me and said, Really, I am going to miss you for the coming days. Literally, she cried, and I told her, Don't cry, I will come back soon. I gave her a kiss on the forehead, and she kissed back and left.

We travelled by train, and we reached Thanjavur after 7 hours. From Thanjavur to Grandma Village, it took 45 minutes to reach the village. we finally we reached my grandmothers house. My grandmother and all are waiting for us. After seeing us she immediately hugged my mom and came to me

Grandmother - it's been very long. Finally I saw my grand daughterI was shocked, by her words. My mom laughed and I was staring at my mom.

The uncle's went inside, and Aunty took the arti. Vijay and Suresh took our luggage and went inside the house. Two girls are standing near Grandma. Anu aunty said my daughter-in-law is very beautiful, and I felt very shy and ashamed.

Mom: Anu, it's my son, not my daughter.

Grandmother- what? Then he has long braided hair and jhumkas, and he is even looking like a girl, and those girls are smiling at me.

My grandmother was very curious to know about me. My mom told her everything about me. Then mom requested they don't tell anyone, and otherwise he will not come again. Then Grandma informed everyone (aunties and their daughters): don't tell anyone and don't tease him. They said okay.

We went inside the home. My mom and grandmother were discussing something while I sat on the couch silently. Anu aunty came to me and kissed my forehead and said, Rajiv, really, you are very beautiful, and aunty introduced her daughters. The sad part is that my uncle's, Suresh, and Vijay also thought I was a girl. Aunties inspected my braid, like it's a wonder.

Keerthi Part - 6

 

The next morning, asusal, I woke up and went to the kitchen to prepare the breakfast, but mom was not there. I started to prepare the tea, and mom came. She said good morning and came near, hugged me, kissed my forehead, and said thanks. Then she arranged my hair and put it in a bun, and she taught me how to put my hair in a bun. I finished tea, and we both had it. Mom asked me to give tea to Ragavi, and mom will give it to dad. I went to the Ragavi room and knocked on the door. She opened it, and I gave tea to her. She asked me sorry, and I said it was ok. Then she hugged and said, Thanks,  cutie.Then mom and I went to the kitchen and started to prepare breakfast.

While having breakfast, my mom and sister asked me about the chain around my neck. I don't know what to do, and my dad is having breakfast with us. Till now, my dad hasn't asked about my hair or ears, and it was shocking for me, but he will speak normally, as he has before. Dad left, and without any hesitation, I told them that Kaviya (my girlfriend) bought it for me. 

Both my mom and sister really liked the chain. Suddenly, my sister asked about my earrings, and she said they were really beautiful. She asked me to share with her, and she said, Whatever you want, take it from my couboard. I told her if you really like these earrings, take them; anyway, I won't use them. Mom got an angry face and stared at me. I understood why she was staring at me.

Friday me, my mom, sister went to a temple. Its filled with lot people and mostly with women. Like always, my mom braided my hair but today she braided it by middle parting it, I tried a lot to convince her but she didn't listen. As usual everyone were going in line, so I started to go in men's line but the person who was handling the line, asked me to go with women. I was shocked. I wanted to tell him that I am a man but I don't know why I didn't tell him. My mom took my hand and took me in women's line. I was really embarrassed, when no one thought I am a man in women's line.

When priest gave us flowers, my mom and sister kept it in their hair, and I don't know what to do with it, I was surrounded by women, without wasting no time, my mom took it from my hand and fixed it in my hair. 

I just stood silently with saying anything. Then we came and sat and spoke about temples. When we came out of the temple, we searched for sandals, but mine and my mom's sandals were missing. Then, near by, there was no sandal shop, so my sister went and brought sandals for us. Both are ladies sandals, and I shouted, but my sister said there was no men's shop near. Now you manage it, and tomorrow you can buy a sandal. I was struggling to walk with ladies sandals. Already in a bad mood when we reached home, I took the flowers in my hair and decided to throw it, but

Mom - hey! What are you doing?

Me - I don't like to wear flowers

Mom - then why didn't you tell me in the temple?

I really had no answer. My mom again fixed the flowers in my hair.

My life is going like this, and my mom is not allowing me to search for a job. Now I am doing women's work, wearing earrings, and watching serials like women's. Sometimes I go out with my sister and my girlfriend, and it makes me happy.

Almost two weeks have gone by. One day, my mom got a call from her mom. They haven't talked to each other since my mom got into a fight with uncles, and we have also not visited in the last 1 or 2 years.

My mom was in tears while speaking to my grandmother. They spoke for an hour. I and Ragavi spoke with Grandma, but still, my dad was angry with them, so he didn't speak with her. Grandma asked us to come to the village for the festival. Mom became very happy.

After the phone call,

Mom - we all want go to my mum's home

Dad - I can't, you know have really important works

Sister - you know mom, I have lot of work too and in my office they will not give so i will try to come on sunday.I had nothing to say and moreover, my mom is gonna see her mom after a long time, so I agreed to go. I want to escape from here and leave for household works for some day.

Keerthi Part - 5

                                                      Girlfriend Meet  

Next day my sister went to office early and I am getting bored so I planned to meet my friend. After a long time, me and my gf decided to meet.... I haven't met my girlfriend for the 2 months. So I was very excited. Early morning, after doing few household works, I got ready. I tucked my braid on the back side of my shirt and wore a cap. My mom didn't allow me take off the earrings, so I decided to remove them, once I get out of the home.

Once I was out, I removed my earrings and put them in my pants packet, and I went to the shop to buy a gift for her and went. I went to a park and waited for my girlfriend. Within on time, she came to me. I was very excited. We started to share our feelings for a while. I know I can't cover my hair forever, so I decided to tell her.

Me - I want to show you something.

She - what is it?

She was saying something and she was stunned looking at my long braided hair. She took into her hand and pulled it.

Me - what's wrong with you people? My sister also did the same thing

She - sorry, but I just wanted to check it. Its real

Me - yeah, it's real

She - wow, we almost have same length of hair.

Me - may be, my hair is longer than yours

Immediately my girlfriend started to ask me many questions. I answered few and I didn't answer few.

She - your skin is so clear like women have. What are your using?

I don't want to say turmeric paste, so I did not answer it.

Me - so, you are general manager

She - yeah. Don't worry about the job. You will find something. As you promised, we are going for shopping.

Me - OK

She - by the way, don't cover your hair.

Me - what about others?

She - I promise, no one will ask you about the hair.

She said it very confidently, so I decided to leave my braid freely.

We went to the mall, just like she said, no one asked me about my hair. We went to ladies section.

Sales girl - how can we help you ma'am?

She - I am looking for bras

Sales girl - for both of you

I was shocked. My girlfriend just smiled at me and said no. Then I understood the reason why no saw weirdly, everyone thought I am a women. My girlfriend bought everything she needed and I was very angry on her. After we left the mall.

Me - why didn't you tell me that I look like a girl

She - let me tell you something, with cap or without cap, you are looking like a girl.

Me - really, I am really looking like women.

She - sales girl thought, you are a girl.

I became really sad.

She - don't worry. I always love you. By the way, you look really beautiful. Now wear the earrings, which are in your packet.

Me - how do you know about it?

She - when I touched your leg and I felt something odd, so I guess it , I was the earrings and your ear lobes are clearly visible.

My girlfriend took the earrings and fixed them in my ears.

She - now let's go to a jewellery shop

Me - why?

She - just I want to buy you something

We went to the jewellery shop. I don't know what my girlfriend has in her mind.

She - we are looking for a latest design chain .The sales girls showed a lot. My girlfriend patiently saw everything and finally decide to buy one. I was happy, finally she selected one and earrings also .

She - do you like it?

Me - yeah, why?

She - it's for you

Me - I don't want it. Its too feminine.

She - no, just wear it.

Me - no , i don't wear.

My girlfriend fixed the chain around my neck and asked me not to remove it. I weared earrings also. it's looking very feminine. After we left the shop, we went to a restaurant. She - take this scarf, I really liked it. You can cover your face in the presence of smoke and bad smell.

Then we purchased dresses for me, and we went to the ladies section again. She bought one saree, and I thought it was for mom. I didn't bring any bags. She kept all this in her handbag. When I reached home, she took her purse and mobile phone, and she gave me a handbag. I got shocked, but she didn't listen, and she gave it to me and left the place. I went inside the home, and already it was 10 p.m., so my mom was waiting for me, and while seeing me, she smiled at me. She said nice handbag, and I gave it to her, and I said this saree for you, and I said Kaviya asked to give it to you, but mom laughed and said I didn't want it, so keep it to yourself. We went to our room So I kept in my wardrobe .

Keerthi Part - 4

                                                           Fight with Mom & Sister

Next day morning mom asked me to wake up early and come to kitchen. I was shocked. My mom wanted me to help her daily. I didn't say anything. I went to sleep and laid on my bed. Today I did lots of work, so I was tired, and usually I get bored, but because of work, I didn't get bored. I was thinking about my mom. Today only I helped her, but still, she was done with all the work, but she never said I was feeling tired and finding it difficult to do the household work. I am proud of my mother, and I want to respect her more. The next day, I didn't wake up; just like yesterday, my mom came to my room and took me to the kitchen. started to work, and before doing that, mom asked me to put on a ponytail because of the length of my hair. While doing kitchen work, someone pulled my hair; it's none other than Ragavi. Rajiv, please make tea for me. I got angry and I started hitting, but she hugged my back and said, My cutie pie, please make tea, and I felt happy to hear this kind of word prepared tea for her, and she said thanks.

After lunch, me and my mom were watching TV, and mom was discussing girls dresses and jewelry. After that I slept some time . Evening I woke up and mom was asked me sit and she braided my hair and again she started the jewellery topics.while hearing this I was getting bored, but I didn't show her and suddenly my mom pulled my hand and went to her home.

Mom - I want to show you something

Me - what is it?

Mom - come to my room

So I went along with her. My mom opened the wardrobe and took some jewellery and sarees

Mom - I bought all these for your wife. You have to get married soon

Me - OK mom. But you never worn any of these.

Mom - no, no one. Not even your sister. I won't let anyone, it's for your wife.

To tease my mom, I took a silk saree and placed it on my shoulder and took a earrings and kept it beside my ear and asked

Me - not even me.

And I got unexpected reply

Mom - of course, if you want you can wear it.

Don't take it seriously, just for the joke I have asked.Mom, ok, Rajiv, but you will wear it one day, so I will wait for that day.My face became red, and I stared at my mom. Mom packed everything and kept her wardrope. After some time, Ragavi came home and mom gave tea to her, and she said Rajive wants to wear a saree and wear earrings, and I got shocked and angry, so I left that place. Ragavi stopped me, and she said it was just for fun, so don't take it seriously, but my mom's face was very dull and her eyes filled with water, and mom left her room. I didn't know what to do, so I asked my sister, and she said you could pierce your ear and make her happy. I got angry, and I said I am not a girl. Ragavi said, "Don't ask me anything; just do it yourself," and she left.

I thinked some time and went to Ragavi, and I said OK, but it was for mom only, so don't tease me. She said, Ok, bro, come, let's go shop. Already i have pierced left side now i want to pierce right and same we pierced and we came to home. Dirctly, I went to mom's room and she was sleeping, so I opened her door and took that box, which I kept near her, and I woke up. I took the earring while my mother asked me to give her the earring.So now I planned to act like I didn't like to wear those earrings. She saw my earlobes, and she said I would place them on your earlobes.

Me - what? I don't want to wear it.

My mom didn't listen, she fixed the earrings and took me to a full length mirror. While I was watching the earrings in the mirror, my mom placed a silk saree on my shoulder. I was shocked. I just wanted to leave but my mom caught my hand

Mom - just look in the mirror. I promise you, you will good in saree rather than in Pant and shirt

Actually it's true, I looked like a women, with long hair and earrings. I was in shock. My mom placed everything back in her wardrobe. Funny thing is I forget about the earrings. Suddenly my sister entered the room....

Sister - wow! You look great. But mom, you never allowed me to wear them.

Mom - I know. But he asked me for the earrings and for a saree.

Sister - saree too?

Me - mom, I never asked for any of them.

Mom - really, then why did place a saree on your shoulder and a earring beside your ear ?

Me - mom, I was just teasing you. And you know that

Sister - whatever. You look good in earrings

Me - oh, I forgot to remove them

Both my mom and sister stopped me.

Mom - what are you doing?

Me - mom, I don't want to wear them

Mom - I don't care, you asked for it and I want you to wear it

My mom and sister didn't agree. Finally we came to an agreement that I will wear small earrings daily and big ones only on occasion. I got angry on myself for bring it on my myself. My mom didn't take much time too shift all the sarees and jewellery to my room.

Keerthi part - 3

 

                                                 Happy Moment with mom 

We both sat on the hall. Then my mom took my braid into her hand and asked me

Mom - aren't you gonna tell me about this?

Me - I told my mom about the punishment and everything

Mom - so, do you know, how to braid your hair?

Me - no, an old lady did it.

Mom - don't worry, I will teach you.

Saying it, my mom went to her room and came back with oil bottle and a comb.

Mom - now, turn around. I will massage your head.

My mom undid my braid and started to apply oil to my hair and then started to brush it. I sat calmly and enjoyed it. My mom told me everything I missed in the last 5 years. I didn't notice what my mom was telling how much she is missed me. then I asked sorry to her. After an hour, she placed a braid on my shoulder. I was shocked.

Me - mom, why did you braid my hair?

Mom - you didn't tell me not to braid it

Me - I don't like it, please undo it.

Mom - no, you should have said to before braiding it.

While me and my mom were talking about the braid, my sister came home. I was very happy to see her. after long we both are seeing each other but Her face was mixed with happiness and weirdness. She came to me and took my braid into her hands and pulled it. I shouted it pain

sister - it's real

Me - yes, it's real. You could have asked me rather than pulling it.

Sister - sorry but you have very long hair just like mine.

mom - both of you turn around

While we did, my mom noticed our braids

Mom - no, ragavi (my sister), his hair is longer than yours.

Both me and sister laughed.

We three of us chit chatted some time.mom said,

Mom - Rajiv, you don't have to hurry to find a new job here. Your sister and dad are earning really good. Take your time

Me - OK, mom and I am really sorry for leaving you.

Mom - it's OK. Have to thought of cutting your hair?

Me - no, mom, why? Do you want me to cut it?

Mom - absolutely no. I really like your hair and I don't want you to cut it.

Me - but mom, it's really long. May be I should cut it till my shoulder.

Mom - don't. You hurt me before. If you cut your hair, you will hurt me again.

I don't know what to say but agreeing with her.

me - what about dad , if he will see like this and he will get angry ryt.

mom - you don't worry and I will speak with your dad.

me - thanks mom.

Few days over, but my dad did not ask me about my hair. May be my mom would have told him. Just as always, one day after I got dressed, I took a comb and started to brush my hair. I went to Hall to watch TV while brushing my hair. I sat beside my mom and sister.

Sister - mom, look at my pimples. I don't know what to do?

Mom - you know what to do. Do bathe with turmeric paste.

Sister - OK. By the way, Rajiv, you don't have any facial hair, why is that?

Me - I don't know but for me it's not growing.

sister - really bro..but I have doubt and you have done something on your face.

me - no ragavi, trust me really I don't know what's the reason.

ragavi - ok bro , why your face is looking dull and your face is not glowing and looking like differently.

Mom - then why don't you use turmeric paste too?

Me - why? I don't need it. And men don't use it.

Mom - men don't use it because they are afraid it will stop their growth of facial hair but you don't have to worry. More over it clears your pimple and you will get clear skin.

Me - but mom....

Mom - no more buts, you will use turmeric paste whenever I will use.

Me - OK mom, as your wish.

It didn't take long. The next Friday early in the morning, my mom came to my room

Mom - Rajiv, wake up and it's time to take bath and she asked me to use this turmeric paste.

Me - mom....

Mom - you don't have to use it daily. Every Friday

Me - I don't know how to use it

Mom - OK, today I will apply it to you

Saying it, my mom took me bathroom and applied to my body.

When I am finished bathing, I was glowing yellow. now I am looking different. then morning I came out from room and ragavi and dad already having breakfast. ragavi smilling at me and said looking good and I felt very ashamed.

Almost 3 weeks gone , I never left home after I came from Bengaluru. I have friend her and I fell in love with her . one day I spoke to my gf (Kaviya) on my mobile but I asked her to meet but she also working here and she asked me to me coming Sunday.

One day, at night my mom and my sister were working in kitchen. I was so bored, I went to kitchen to take a look. My sister looked at me and asked

ragavi - why are you here? You don't even know how to boil water

Me - really!! , I used to cook by myself in Bengaluru.

Saying, I took the knife from my sister and started to cut the vegetables, my sister was cutting. And we all made the dinner.

ragavi - bro you are multi talented

me - while I am in Bengaluru, i have used to all works in our room .

Next day was very unusual, early in the morning my mom came to my room.

Mom - wake up, rajiv. Wake up.

Me - what mom? What do you want?

Mom - I want your help

Me - for what?

Mom - you know, household works right. I can't do it alone as your sister is going to work

I was so sleepy, my mom took my hand and took me to kitchen and told me what to do. I was cutting vegetables and My mom went outside to make rangoli and she came inside and started to breakfast , finally we completed the breakfast. The. we packed lunch box for my dad and sister. 

After having breakfast, I thought it's over but no. My mom made me to do small household works like folding clothes etc .It didn't stop there, she made me to help her while cooking lunch and dinner tooAt night, while I was going to my room and I felt very tired.

Keerthi Part - 2

                                                             Mom reaction

my name is Rajiv. My mom name is Geetha and father name is Sivaraman and my sister name is Ragavi . My father and My sister both are working in government job. After my graduation and I got a job in Bengaluru. My parents didn't want me to go, but I didn't listen. I really need that job, so I came to Bengaluru. My mom was really disappointed. in this 5 five I have visited home less due to my job .

I am fair and about 5"5. After I went to Bengaluru. I thought, I made a mistake by leaving my parents. My mom cried many times. Since my childhood, I never liked to grow my hair, whenever my hair touches my ears, I used to get a hair cut. So while I was Bengaluru, I wanted to punish myself by not cutting my hair. I kept it so a secret from my parents. So today I finally I decided to take break some time and I visited to my home Town .

                                            

I have to travel on a bus for 6 hour to reach Chennai and from there 40 minutes to get my home, so that day I was waiting for the bus. Suddenly the rubber band i was wearing is gone and my hair is all over my face. My hair is till my waist. Since its night not many were there in the bus stand. Because of the wind, my hair is all over back and on my face. I don't have spare rubber band, so I saw a old lady sitting in front me. I was very shy but I decided to ask her for a rubber band. I went to her asked her

Old lady - ohh. You have to carry rubber bands in your hand bag, women.

Me - but ma'am. I am not a women.

Old lady - what? Then why are you having long hair?

Me - I like long hair but it's troubling me

Old lady - no problem, sit next to me. I will braid your hair.

I was shocked

Me - no no. No need. I just need a rubber band.

Old lady - listen to me, in this wind, you can't handle your long hair without a braid.

I was convinced by her words. I sat next to her

She took her time. After brushing my hair for a while, she braided it. Simultaneously we came to know about each other.

As she completed braiding my hair, the bus arrived. The old lady has to go through my home town, so we got into the same bus.

The bus is almost filled. Only two seats were available, and they were ladies seats. So I decided to get down but the old lady stopped me.

Old lady - why are you leaving?

Me - they are ladies seats

Old lady - yeah. But I can guarantee you that no one will know that you are a man.

I was shocked

Old lady - just keep your hair in your chest and sit.

I waited for a long time for the bus, so I decided to sit on ladies seats. Many ladies, entered the bus and everyone left think me as a women. I have absolutely no hair on my face.

my face laughing while hearing this story and I said pls don't laugh other wise I will not continue my story. then she said sorry pls continue and I will not laugh.

                                         

again I started my story ,

Finally I reached my destination, while I was about to get down, the lady kissed me on my forehead and told me not to cut my hair. I just smiled at her and got out. In the morning With happiness i pressed the calling Bell and it's my mom, who answered it. She hugged me in joy, then she realised I have long hair and it's braided too. Then I met my dad too but my sister wasn't in the home. I went to my room and got fresh up. After breakfast, my dad went to work. Both me and my mom were alone.

 

Keerthi part - 1

                                                         

                                     Embarrassing  Moment 

It all happened in the year 2019. It was the time of Deewali Festival. I felt excited to meet my family members after a long period. I live in Bengaluru, with Swetha for my job purposes. Travelling back to my home town Bengaluru from Chennai is time-consuming and needs a great deal of preparation. Swetha, my wife was with me this time. She is a kannada girl whom I married in the same year. It was her first time observing this festival from close. She always breathed her interest in knowing tamil cultures. She loved to spend time with my family and friends.

So, we decided to spend a week in Chennai. We reached two days before the festival. ragavi , my sister was also joining us. I want to celebrate with my family . So, the whole family sit on the big verandah to chit-chat with each other. My wife expressed her concern to get to hear stories about my childhood days and my extended family. She asked lots of questions about our family and what I was like while growing up.

Ragavi, my sister, was always the troublemaker in the family. She is elder than me. Growing up she was always jealous of me because of all the attention I got from my mother. Everyone always passed on comments that my sisters carried my father’s side of the family. I was blessed with my mom’s feminine features.

The biggest problem was that ragavi was very outspoken. She never learnt how to keep a secret in the closet. She took the chance to tell Swetha about our childhood and some things about me I wanted to be kept secret. ragavi chuckled and published to her how I used to dress up in her clothes growing up, and how everyone treated me like one of the girls. Of course, she didn’t stop there. She explained that I was wearing her clothes so often that mom someday bought me my very own dresses so that I could stop wearing my sister’s. She even went on to explain to her how I spent most of my time dressing as a girl instead of playing cricket like all the other boys in the neighbourhood. She explained that I was dressed as a girl so often that the family just treated me like all the other girls in the family. The whole neighbourhood came to accept me as her sister as nobody paid any attention to my dress.

After everyone had a decent laugh, ragavi gave my wife a thoughtful look and asked, “Does he still dress in women’s clothes around the house?”

Everyone suddenly looked over at Swetha and paused for an answer. I could see how uneasy she was as she finally spoke up, “Umm… no, this is the first time I’ve heard about that side of Vicky. He’s never even given rise to it up and it was just a kid phase…”

What! Kid’s phase?” ragavi burst out laughing.

My wife got perplexed as ragavi continued, “Well, you won’t believe he was dressing up as one of the girls until he was in before marriage. It was normal to come home and see him in a churidar or salwar suit. To be honest, Mom was right about him being prettier than me, and I have to admit that he presented as perfectly feminine and looked pretty like a girl.” ragavi wished to let out more but my mom punched her in the arm telling her to stop.

I was so embarrassed as I sat there with the entire family but already they know about but still I felt very bad. Mom shifted the topic to my childhood and told stories about the family, but I could see that my wife was in deep thought, thinking about the things my sister exposed about me. I was hurt and anxious to hear what my darling thought about the chatter. after we went our room and she want to know about my story but I don't know what to do so I explained my self.

                                                  

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                                                                  My Expectation 

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