Samantha part 26- Priya helps me understand Shakthi

I left the room and was crying outside. Priya came there and asked what was going on and I told her what had happened to me. Then she told me you should have ask it yourself.i said to priya, shakthi is my wife and she did not asked anything to him . that is why I am sad and crying. Priya asked shockingly what shakthi is you wife and I said yes. Priya told me , sam give me 10 minutes and i will tell you whether she likes or not. Priya called to my Mobile and she asked me to attend call ..Let it connect.

she went to the room where Shakti was. She said i want speaks with you shakthi. If you're free we will talk now otherwise I will come later. Shakthi agreed to speak.
Priya - shakthi you are my friend so I have right to speak about personal issue.
Shakthi - yes ...You have what is it Priya ?
Priya - Actually Sam is my close friend kaviya brother and i know you both are married .
Shakthi - ok ..What you want to know priya?
Priya - Almost 6 month's over ..Do you have plan to start family with Sam. I know he loves you but I don't know about you so I want hear from you.
Shakthi - right now I can't accept him as husband but we are husband and wife only ..So I need some time to patch with him.
Priya - i have one last question shakthi ?
Shakthi - what is it ?
Priya - did you planned with siva to make him (sam) wear saree.

Shakti - priya you are also thinking like sam. I don't like sam, i will insult my husband but if anyone try to insult him and I would get angry . I told him to work in my cabin right , so that no one should tease him, but Siva came and said I could not do anything. While hearing from shakthi i became full happiness. Directly i went to shakthi room. That day she asked me to go with her.

Samantha part 25- Office Girl

Morning I woke up and took bath. I came to hall to prepare tea and that time priya also woke up and came . I offered tea . I checked my Mobile ...It's 15 missed call from Shakthi. I ignored that. I went to priya room and she gave two blouses to try and it's perfectly fitting. We selected a heavy embroidery saree, i wore a red one and priya wore a blue one, with matching blouse and petticoat. Without priya help i wored my saree.

Priya watching me with shock reaction. I told her I know how to wear saree and she started to laughing . Then we both started doing makeup, we both put lots of lipstick, mascara, eyeliner, kajal. With each stroke our masculinity was fading away. After makeup, we added jewelry like earrings, nosering, 12 bangles in each hand, bindi, payals, necklaces, mangtika.

we both put our shoulder length hair in a french bun with net. We both wore 5 inch matching heels and we were ready to go office. Priya looked at me and she told that you look like a girl and kept head down due to embarrassment. I directly came to my desk and Only my team was there. They were staring at me with their mouths open in with shocking reaction.
Priya was waiting for my arrival and when she saw me she asked me to come to the cabin. When I saw her I understood that she was angry mood .
Shakthi - why you are not answering my call's. Me - I didn't say anything.
Shakthi - why you came to office , you had to take a leave. Everyone was going to tease you.
Me - you were expecting the same thing Right. I know you and your boyfriend Siva planned together.
At the same time Siva came to the sakthi cabin. He looked at me and said " Sam you really looking beautiful in saree. You must have been born as a woman , by mistakenly you were born as a man".
Suddenly Shakti asked him what you want ? and he said I just came to see him. Siva deliberately put the paper down and told me to pick it up and when I bent down he pinched my hips ,

Shakti was looking at it and did not ask him anything about it, only when I thought of this did tears come from my eyes.

Samantha part 24- Helpless moment

Almost 3 months passed ... Always shakti scolding and she asked me do overtime work also and she always insulting infront of our team members. I will torture her at home and she will torture me in the office.we are fighting like "Tom and Jerry."

One day Siva came to see me,
Me : what siva? ..Are you came to see me
Siva : yes, i want to talk to you.
Me : tell me siva , what you want to speak ?
Siva : i heard , shakthi is torturing you if you want change team and request manager he will arrange it.
Me : its siva , i will manage it...

While going he told me that " you are beautiful and handsome guy". I did not understand anything , why he saying suddenly. I have been thinking about it what he said. During the lunch break ..I am having lunch with Priya and i enquired about Siva. Priya told me that Shakti and Siva both are lovers. She always targeting you so that's why he came and spoke with you and you good looking boy . Now i understand why Shakti told me to stop the marrige. It was feeling bad for her. One side i am torturing her another side she cant tell to siva and she already married. she suffers while seeing Siva. I decided to help her, but she sees me as the enemy whenever she sees me. She did not like Meera being close to me in the office, sometimes she insulting in front of everyone. One day while Meera and I were drinking tea, she came near me and told me you look like happy right and wait & see in front of our colleagues i will destroy your male ego and she left.
One day the CEO called all of us and tomorrow is the day our company started so there are a lot of clothes here. Take what anyone wants but one condition it will be decided by another.
Siva and Shakti looked at me and were talking about something. Siva gave me a bag and told me to come and wear the pants that are in it.
Priya immediately bought and opened the sari. Priya asked Siva how Ivan could wear this. To which Siva cannot change now, if you want men's dress you can change it. She also got a sari. They said there was no other way but to come tomorrow in saree. I didn't expected from shakthi and i heart was broken and i don't want see shakthi so today i am planning to go priya home. I asked her permission and she said ok . After finishing office she drive her car to home. She asked me shall we take food from hotel and now it's not possible to cook. I told her I know cooking so that today I will prepare food for you . she got surprise because I know cooking so we reached her home. I am worried seeing the condition of her house it is so missery and need to clean lots of things. So directly i went the kitchen and i started to clean vessels and she come to hall after fresh up and she is wearing shrit and shorts and I am in shorts and t-shirts and put my hair bun . I prepared chappathi and doll and i servied her dinner and I had. I put my mobile into charge. I went to fresh up that time Shakthi called me continuesly but I didn't answer the phone call. After my dinner I went to my room.

Samantha part 23- First Day Office

Monday i went to my office and receptionist asked me to wait in room. I went to inside already some people are there. May be they are like new joiners. After 10 minutes one men and a woman entered the room. It was shock for me . the girl was none other than my wife Shakti.

He introduced himself "i am Siva and her name is Shakti. We both are team leader and we going to divide you into two sections, one section is going to work for me and the other section for her. she took five peoples the group including me.

Now i am going to work under my wife and now my bad time started. In our team 2 girls and 3 boys. I went home at night and she was waiting for me and she said me " Don't tell to anyone in the office that you and I are husband and wife" . I said ok. Again she told me "I begged you to stop the marriage but you got married without asking me. My life is going to be hell but I am not going leave you, now you wil see my evil face in office. i will torture you in office and bad time's started for you . I didn't take it seriously.

Next day i went to office and introduced to everyone in our team. There were two women in our team, one girl was very pretty and i liked her and i sat near with her. Her name Meera.Shakthi came and told us this month full training section ao next month we will put into the project.

She saw me, I was sitting between those two girls and she asked me sit in the corner. Again She asked me come to cabin and she said " I don't like you but you and I are husband and wife so don't do overreacting here.".

Samantha part 22- New Job

Now we are came to my wife flat. She took one week leave and clean the house and arrange the things. It's took two days clean the house and arrange the thing's. That day i received call from unknown. One girl called me asked me to meet her. Evening i went her to meet in near by park. She came ,
Me - hi ...Am Sam
Girl - hi Sam, i am priya..Your sister friend
Me - are you really my sister friend
Priya - yes, wait let me cal your sister and she dialed my sister number and she gave phone to me.
Me - hi akka, how are you..Priya is your friend ahh akka. She said yes and then she said share your resume to her and she will arrange the job for you.i said ok.
Priya - ok sam, share your resume and she gave her number and asked me to come office tomorrow morning.
Me - ok ..I will come 10.30 and i got the address.
Priya - ok bye sam, tomorrow we will meet you .

She left the park... Again i need to prepare for the interview.

I was simply scared what to wear and look of my hair and moustache and beards. I know that I will look so unfit for that firm. I wore a blue shirt and black pant. I have combed my hair in neat manner as possible. I have reached the company before 10.30am . There are 20 peoples came, 15 of them are girls and remaining 5 people are boys. They sitting separate palces. Everyone is attending interview one by one. My heart is beating so badly. Finally they called the name 'SAMI', I thought it was another girl but every girl already attended. Again they called SAMI, where is she. Then I said my name is SAM, there might be misunderstanding. They checked again and asked me to go. Once I went inside I got cleared the first round and they asked me to meet the HR ... I got relaxed as it was a Priya and now job is confirmed.

I went inside and greeted her. She asked me to sit down and the interview continues. She asked some formal questions I have managed to answer everything. She came to know that am not fluent in English she started talking so slowly. So that I could understand easily. Then she said that you are selected. She told me the rules that I have to submit my original certificates and one more thing you need to improve your commutation. Again She told that u r not fluent in English but your academic and skills are good. She said that i will offer letter and accept and send again i said ok. I will inform to Project manager and they will arrange project for you.

While leaving the roo. She told me that moustache and beards as it is not professional. If you are planned to join, shave it and it's my request.

First i called my sister and i told about the interview and she was so happy for me. She helps me a lot.

Directly i went home to share my happiness with my wife Shakthi. I called her and she came out from the room. I told her I got the job with good pay. She said ok and congrats. She told me, look sam i don't want talk to you so please don't talk and if you want to tell anything just send me message. I got hurt and its triggered my male ego. Again she told me , i have arranged maid cooking and wash the clothes. No Shakthi and i don't want eat maid cooking. I will eat what ever cooked by you. I know you don't know how to cook so please learn cooking. I want to torture her.
She said ok...I will try cook but night only and day time you can outside.

Samantha part 21- Marriage Day

Next y sister came to our house and when I saw her I was overjoyed and ran and hugged her.
Akka - where is mom?
Me - she is inside the room and i called and she came out.
Mom - mom is cried ..While seeing my sister.
Sister - i want tell you some things mom. That suji aunty cousin sister having daughter so they are searching bridegroom for that girl. If tell ok, i will speak with aunty.
Mom - ok...But now he was jobless
Sister - that already i told them the full details about him.. and just say yes .
Mom -. agreed ..
Sister - thanks mom, i will arrange remaining thing's and she's told marriage will be this week.

Mom- why she is in such a hurry?
Sister - Good family, and girl is working in Bangalore and that is a good salary.
Me - (mind voice) without asking me and they decided to talk to themselves.
Mom - kaviya for ok..I will Agree to.
Me - kaviya, just me about girl details
Mom - shut up Sam...Just do wht we are saying.
Me - hmmmm.....

Sam tomorrow cut you hair up to shoulder ..dont cut full and i said ok.

The next morning that girl called me and told me she don't have interest and she don't want marriage . She asked me to stop the marriage.
Me - in this matter .. Totally am helpless even i dont want this marriage but I cannot tell her anything to my mom.
Two days later we both got married still i don't her name also and then we both are finished our ritual within a week , we came to Bangalore.

Samantha part 20- Going out as Girl

Next day morning I went and put rangoli on my own. I put rangoli. Once done I went into pooja room did pooja as mym mom used to do. Took harathi and went to my mom.

I was afraid to wake her up. Just touched her and she woke up. I told mom take harathi I did pooja. She was happy to see me in her pink nighty and standing there with harathi. She took harathi and went to freshen up. I went into kitchen made her coffe and gave it to her in the hall. While she was having the coffee I started preparing her breakfast. I served her breakfast and once she is done she went to get ready for company. Then i had my breakfast and continued my routine of washing plates. Then washing clothes and drying them. Dont know why once done I started watching that cooking program and serials. After lunch I remembered still my hair is in towel and I forgot to remove. I removed the towel from my hair and its completely dry by now. To make it comfortable I went knto moms room took a band and have put a ponytail behind. Once it is done I went my room and i am checking my job application status. After some time my door bell rang. I was afraid who it could be. I was in a hurry dont know what to do. I ran into my room changed the nighty and got into my track pants and t-shirt. Then went to open the door by then the bell rang 2-3 times. I went and opened the door. To my surprise it was siri akka . I told hi akka. Then she asked is your mom at home. I said no my mom has gone to work. Siri sister said oh I just thought she might be there. Then they were about to leave. I just enquired if it was for anything that I could inform my mom. Akka was staring at me I dont know why. Akka said nothing its my sister puberty function we came to invite your mom. I said oh okay I will inform my mom. Then I was about to close the door.Siri akka took kumkum from the box she got. She put it like bindi on my forehead. She had a wicked smile and said. You can join your mother for the function.

Mom has returned from company . I said to , mom Siri akka come to invite to her sister puberty function. She said ok.

Samantha part - 19. First time wearing flowers

Whenever I am free time and I am using to search the job.
One Friday my mom woke me up by 5 clock. She asked me go take head bath and come. But mom why so soon. Just do as I say is her reply. I went to bathroom, brushed and took head bath again with the same soap seeds. I came out of bathroom, my mom is ready with another nighty. She said no one will come just wear it. I took the nighty from mom put on my inners and then got into the nighty. This is also girly nighty yellow in colour and lilly flowers design on it. I came back to my mom. She said with the long hair you have to dry your hair properly otherwise it gets damaged. She took the towel and started drying my hair. Then she wrapped my hair in towel like an ideal housewife does in the mornings after head bath. She then said come lets put rangoli.

I went along with my mom to the front of our house. I was afraid if anyone will see me and notice. My mom asked me to bent and sit to put rangoli. She instructed me how to use the powder and how to put rangoli. She asked me to put dots in specific order and later told me how to combine them to make a beautiful rangoli. I couldn't believe seeing the final output that I can put such a beutiful rangoli myself. Then we went in. She said come lets do pooja. We both went into pooja room. My mom already brought the jasmines garland from fridge and place them there. She started reciting mantras and asked me to follow her. We completed pooja. Now she cut the garland enough to put around the gods frame and the remaining she took and hand it over me n ask me to use them after drying my hair. I took them without any hesitation. I didnt even realise that this time my mother didnt take her part of jasmine garland to use for her. Instead she gave me all the remaning to put in my hair.

I went into room and opened the towel and my hair was almost dry. I dont know what to do. I went to mom and said mom my hair got dried can you help with it. I didnt know why I did this. Even if I dont my mom will anyways ask seeing my loose hair. She just gave a wicked smile and said go get the comb rubber band and jasmines. I will see what can be done. I went in brought them all and as usual sat near my mom’s feet. While she was in sofa. She took the comb brushed my hair. She saw to that all my hair is pulled back without leaving anything in the front. She parted my hair into three parts and started braiding. After a while she took the rubber band and put it around the end of the braid to ensure it doesnt get loose. She then put the braided hair on my shoulder for me to feel. I was shocked it was coming almost near my stomach when she put it on my shoulder. Now she asked me go get a hair pin from her dressing table. I went in, got the hair pin amd handed over to her. With the help of pin she fixed the jasmine flowers in my braided hair on top of the braid.

I can feel the weight of the flowers. Then she told tomorrow onwards i need to go 8clk and i will come 3 clk. So you have take over all households works and i said ok. She started teach different type rangoli designs and she asked me to try.

Samantha part 18- Training to be a girl

Already she taught cooking so I went inside and she came instructed me how to make breakfast. I have prepared idli and chutney as she instructed. We had breakfast together. She praised me that you have the done it very taste though being first time. As my mom gets time only on weekends she generally cleans the gouse on weekends. And this weekend she has me. So she sat on the sofa watching TV while I was cleaning the house as she directed. My mom gave me a clothes and asked to wash them(when I came from the bangalore , she told me don't do any work but am doing all House hold works) I thought this is my fate and cannot say against my mom I took them went to washroom. Started washing them. I am done with all washing and went to terrace to try them. While drying them a Siri sister on the adjacent house just saw me and started laughing. I ignored it and went back inside my house. Still I dont have time to take rest. My mom made called me made me sit near her . She said watch this cooking program. This program comes every weekend afternoon 12:00PM and they show preparation of very good delicacies. You also watch. You can prepare whatever they show for today’s lunch. I started watching the program with her. Seeing that the chef is a young man and he preparing the dish infront of an young woman who is the anchor of the program made me relax thinking that men cooking isnt something weird. My mom said me, if you want learn cooking and you have to see more cooking videos and i said ok.

I have prepared lunch and we had to gether. I slept my room. Evening mom called and
said the jasmine plant in our garden has blossomed well this time. It has got more jasmines than it ever had. Go, pluck them and get it. I took a basket from the kitchen went to the jasmine flower in the garden. Plucked as many as I could. As this being my firat time, this work was fascinating and I plucked so many. I didnt realize till my mom called me in. I went in with basket full of jasmines. She said good you have got so many flowers. Now go get needle and thread. I went in and got needle and thread to my mom who is sitting on sofa. She asked me to sit down put the flowers on the floor and start making a garland using thread and needle. She showed me one sample and asked me to do it in similar way. While I was doing this she was watching movie.

I continued doing it, in between I am stopping the work to adjust my hair which is falling on my eyes when i bent to do the work. By now my hair disturbing and . My mother noticed this and said isnt it disturbing? I asked what are you asking about mom. She said ur hair, i have been seeing that u r adjusting every now and then. I didnt know what to say. I just noded my head. Okay go to my room get the comb and side pins. I went into her room got the comb and side pins and came to her. She said give them to me and sit adjacent to me. I handed them to her and sat by the side of her. She combed my hair and made a partition in the middle. Now using the side pins she lifted the hair falling on my eyes and fitted them above my head tightly and ensured that they arent moving by moving my head. She said now it will not disturb. Place this comb back and come n continue your work. I came back and continued making garland.

Finally I completed. My mom asked me to put them in refrigerator to be fresh.

Samantha part 17- Learning Section

One day mom told me that you don't have job so atleast help me in household works. I tried to say no but with the angry look of my mom I simply noded my head to say ok. She said atleast learn the household duties well so that I can look for a girl who needs house husband. I lowered my head with shame.
My mom works in toilaring company. So she goes by 9 clk and come back home by 3 clk.In the evening she used to teach me cooking and other households works.

After she came from my mom uses the TV and serials. so I am left with no option so am also watching serials with her. Then we both used to make dinner and have it and we will watch serials. Once done she asks me to wash the dishes and sleep. The days have been going like that.
Then came the weekend. My mom wakes up early in the morning. Take head bath. She does pooja. Then apply rangoli infront of house. This weekend was not same for me. She woke me up as well in the morning. She made me do head bath. Then I along with mom did Pooja. Once Pooja is done she gave me harathi. I took her blessings. Then she went to put Rangoli infront of house. I also went infront of house and started watching her. Dont know why I did that. But may be I am doing all the things with her. I got used to be where ever she is. While I was staring at the rangoli and admiring, my mom saw me. She asked what are you watching. I said nothing just seeing how you are making rangoli. Then she replied dont worry I will teach you this. You can soon put better ones. I got shocked from moms reply. I suddenly realised what is happening. What did she just say. Meanwhile my mom finished rangoli and said lets go in and prepare breakfast.

Samantha part 16 - Sister Marriage

Now i got ready and this is the time to take kaviya to mandap . I was wearing an expensive saree and some jewellery, i was standing near my sister like bridesmaids.

The Wedding was performed and Uncle tied mangalsutra to Kaviya and put sindoor in her mang. Kaviya vowed to obey her commands for lifetime and be an obedient husband.

when I thought that my sister was going to go another home and automatically tears came from the eye. I tried to control but I could not stop it. I hugged Mom and crying continues.

My sister saw us and she hugged us and she cried too, she don't want to go but she must go..

my sister left to mother-in-law but still we thinking about her. Now my mom and I were the only ones at home. First i need to tell my mom about my job and I have try for other jobs. I have some money. Finally i told everything to my mom. She consoled me but she worried about me .

She said me, search another job then only you will get girl. Before your sister marriage Some proposel came for you but i was rejecting all the offers because of your sister . Now without job who will marry you? So please try to get the job.

It has been a month since I started looking for a job and I have not found any job. Even Mom goes to work too, and i am just sitting at home and watching TV and browsing internet.

Samantha Part -15 Marriage Rehearsal

Now every time, I see a bride on TV. I will imagine me as the bride. It was really weird. Whenever I see my favourite herein as a bride I like them a lot, now it all changed. I am gonna dress just like them.

My sister came out and asked hi mom, shopping done?, Mom said yes, and she asked me , please bring water and help kaviya get stuff taken out of car, there are a lot of bags.

I came from the kitchen, my legs making a lot of sound as when I moved, today i was dressed in a green saree, with all the makeup like red lipstick, kajal, mascara, eyeliner and accessories. Kaviya liked extra accessories and hence i was wearing sets of dangling earrings which made noise, 12 bangles in each hand, anklets, a big nose ring, a small bindi, necklace.
I gave the glass of water to mom. Kaviya was wearing blue saree and with a bigger bindi and makeup.

Two weeks passed, we three are worked hard to get all the preparations in place for the wedding. it was wedding day and I was supposed to come and get ready at their place. Mom and kaviya were in red saree with heavy makeup and lot of accessories, they had special sarees . I came in wearing salwar kameez and minimal make up, i had worn only a single set of earrings, a small nose ring, 6 bangles in each hand, and a necklace.

Mom asked me to have bath, and i removed all the hair from my body below my head. After bath, mom started with makeup, mom took my feet and started applying henna, Kaviya applied henna on my hand and mom was applying make up on my face like lipstick, mascara, eye liner, blush and kaviya braided my hair like puff on top and a long choti till my bum.

After the henna was applied, my feet and hands were adorned with red nail polish.
Make up was done and now was the time to wear saree. I stood up and was asked to wear a white panty, kaviya glued breast forms on my chest and buckled a white bra, then it was petticoat,

petticoat was red and had heavy embroidery. Next came blouse which was also red and had embroidery, saree was the last item and i was fitted in a heavy, expensive, like wedding saree which was red in color and had golden border. Then it was time for jewellery, all the jewellery was diamond and gold and was very heavy. I wore heavy gold necklace and a huge gold nose ring, that touched my lips and waist chain also.i was ready for his wedding.

Samantha part -14 Aunty Gifts

After purchasing the dresses , we came to our home. Again My sister started to tease me a lot. Every time she sees a bridemaids in movies, serials or on real life,. She teases me say "you are gonna dress up just like her"

I really can't wait to prepare you as a bridesmaid. My mom didn't say anything out but whenever she sees a bridesmaid, she would look at me.
As my hair also grown long . She would bring bridal designs of blouses and jewellery. My mom even started to buy few jewellery like earrings and bangles, as the gold prices were little low.
Kaviya told me, Suji Aunty really liked you. She started to buy jewellery for you too. Again shocking news for me. Mom told me, already she knows about you so don't worry no one knows and my heart started beat fastly. my hair long and mom started to put ponytail. My sister was eagerly waiting for a day to braid my hair.
One day i went to Suji aunty home long with mom. Suji aunty was really happy.
Aunty - I see, you are growing you hair long.
Me - yeah, aunt. My mom really forced me
Aunty - I bought few jewellery for you. I bought hair hair jewellery too, hoping you have a braid till your knee
Once I imagined myself with knee length long braided hair, I started to worry a little.
Aunty - I suggest you to pierce you ears and nose soon. You will get used to it by the time of wedding.
I near thought about it. I thought it's just for a day. But it's more than that.
Me - aunty, you don't have to buy jewellery. It would be a simple wedding
Suji - simple!! You are going to be a bridesmaids. The saree you are gonna wear on the wedding would be in lakhs. You would be filled with jewellery like your sister.
I was listening surprisingly. Saree in lakhs?
Aunty told most of the shopping is done.
Aunty put four bangles on both my hands.
and then she gave me a payal to wear on my legs.

my mom and Aunty told me it's time for piercing. I tried a lot to convince them but it's all in vain. We went to piercing shop. I sat on the chair silently while the lady pierced my each ear twice. Then came the nose piercing, it's a lot more painful than ear piercing. I don't know, how can I show my face to my office colleagues.
I thought As soon as it's will heal , I was made to wear the stubs. Nose stub really changed the way I look. With long hair, earring and nose stub, I look like girl and both are teased me. When I came to my home , kavya saw me and she is full happy and she came hugged tightly.
I login my office website. Toda one meeting is there with manager and clients. Once I joined the meeting Few teased in the office at First then it became normal. Manager started to speak, does anyone know this meeting. We said no . Again he told that, Our Management has decided to reduce the employees. Even i am also don't know that list. So may me tomorrow they will send mail to everyone ... Retaining people can do the work ... Remaining people please can search the other job. I know I will not retain the job and i accepted the situation. Manager send one email to me, you are not retaining the job so please resign your job. I did the same thing now i don't have any job.

Samantha part 13- Marriage shopping

I rejoined at office, starting some people teased me for looking at my appearance and about my hairstyle. I gave some reason to them . Another side My mother was doing the all works for wedding . I know she is doing alone but Now i can't ask leave also .
Next week is marriage so we need to purchase things fro marriage. One day Aunty told us to come to a sari shop and we three are went to the shop.

Mom and Aunt were choosing a sari for my sister. I was standing alone that time Suddenly my sister took a sari and put it on my shoulder and she said this will suit you. I got nervous

and took that sari and put it down and i stared at her angry look. she grabbed my hand and said me sorry. I went out and Slowly my sister came to me and said I have a wish. I asked what is it and tell me,I will do it if I can.
She told me that you should be my bridesmaid. I was shocked while hearing this by that time mom called us and aunty is not there. Kaviya told to mom about it my bridesmaid.
Mom- don't worry Kaviya. This time Samantha will look gorgeous in saree.
She started to laugh.
Kaviya - yeah, super saree it will fit perfectly.
Mom - why not Samantha , you can choose your saree And you would be a beautiful bridesmaids.
I don't understand what's going on.
Me - i told them, it's not gonna happen. Its just one day marriage, so no need to buy sarees.
My mom, and sister didn't agree with me. They forced me to agree to their wishes and i agreed.

Samantha Part 12 - little Upset

I was watching TV, my mother came and sat next to me and I put my head on her lap and she brushed my hair. That word my sister said to me just kept running on mind. While thinking i started to cry and Mom saw me crying and shed asked what was wrong with my son, I told her what had happened. Mom told me "you will understand when you got married too." I told her I would sleep on your lap for a while. I slept like that too.
Kaviya came in while my mom and I were eating and I got up and came to my room. she called twice I would lie down without answering. Kaviya told to mother that " he had not spoken to me all day" . Mom told that your the reason for everything.
Kaviya came to my room and called my name and , She sat next to me and she said I didn't mean it and I just told causally , I didn't know this will make you be so upset and Da Sam. " " You and Mom both are my world and everything to me, I do not want to leave you guys. I will be at our house after the wedding and I will not be able live without you and that's what I told him" .If you still don't talk to me after marriage I will not come to this house . I just sat up crying and she wiped my eyes and said " my sister is beautiful when she cries also and i just smiled.

Samantha part 11 - Sister marriage proposal

I woke up very late the next morning. Mom gave the coffee and she said to drink and take a bath. After taking bath directly , I went to the kitchen there was a lot of sweet and snacks varieties .
I touched snacks suddenly my mother told me to go to Kaviya room, she will comb your hair. I went to Kavia's room where she was dressed like a bride and sitting bed. I touched kaviya shoulders and then she asked me in front of her and she started to comb my hair ,
Akka told me that you have grown hair like women and it is also good density so I said yes sister I want to cut my hair. She said it's good looking only so don't cut it let it be and then she put bindi on forehead.
At the same we heard the bike sound . My mother went out and greeted them, she asked them to sit sofa. They were no one else, the same woman who came yesterday, today she has come with her son today. Mom called and told me ne with your sister and she noticed bindi and she gave angry look and she removed it.
I went hall and greeted them and came back to my sister's room. I told my sister that " He is looking was very handsome and well bodybuilder and i think he is maintaining Six pack also. Kaviya staring me and She wiped my mouth with a cloth, saying, Samantha if you like that boy go and "Marry yourself ."
Mom to call sister, she asked to bring coffee for them. Kaviya carrying coffee for them and i went to kitchen arranged snacks in plate to give them. After gave everything she came hide my backside.
Mom asked him , if you want to with kaviya go to roof and speak freelry. They both went roof ti talk and I was curious to know what they were talking about and after half an hour they came down.
I went to my sister and asked her what she was talking about, and she simply said that it was our personal matter. I don't know what to react and we are like friends only and we both share all things, and suddenly it was a little embarrassing when she said something like this.
I came to hall and mom asked about dowri and marriage arrangements . Aunty told " if you are ready we will fix marriage date next Friday and this is big shock us . Suddenly aunty said "he is soldier so he need to go back next month. I can understand you situation if this he will after 3 or 4 months. Mom agreed and we don't have any other option and groom family look good we don't want miss this alliance . Then they are Left .

Samantha Part 10- Mother Birthday Gift

Mom: where is Sam?
Kaviya : he is in room ,
Mom asking to came out and i was feeling shy to go out and suddenly mom came to my room, mom was shocked when she saw me.By the time Mom stared at me in anger. I don't know what to do..i am speechless and standing silent.
Mom still angry mood only, after some time that aunty came and told to Mom , this girl was so beautiful.
Aunty asked who is this girl? , Mom tried to deal with the fact that she was my sister's daughter . Then they both went outside to talk and after some time aunty left and she told she will come tomorrow.
Now i need to manage my mom ..While thinking mom called me and she is in angry. Suddenly my sister came and told that " Mom today is your birthday so I thought I want give you surprise gift that's why I asked him.. not his fault so please don't scold him if you want scold me.. i know how to convince my mom.
I told my mother don't scold kaviya and we both are planned . Directly i went fell straight at my mother's feet and bowed. Mom put her hand on my shoulder and lifted me up, hugged me with a smile, and then my sister came hugged us too. Then the mother kissed me on the forehead telling me how I will scold my daughters.
Mom asked my name , suddenly kaviya her name is "SAMMI" . Mom looks at me and you like the heroine Samantha right so today onwards your name is "SAMANTHA".

We had breakfast and then We three are wore sarees and took many different photos.

Mom and I, sister and I stood alone and took photos. In the evening the three of us left for the temple and we went some palces to see . Night we came Little late and i slept late night.

Samantha part 8 - Surprise Gift

Next day Kaviya told to Siri and she asked her help. Siri accepted to train me. Next three days siri gave training how handle sarees, how to walk like girl's. I am fast learner so I got it easily.
Next day is my mom birthday so night we wished her and we are planning to give surprise morning. In the morning my mother woke up and she went to the temple and we got our time.
Kaviya had an appointment with a beautician and she too felt funny and happy to help to make me a beautiful girl. She examined me from top to toe and appreciated my body structure and face.I knew my body was quite suited to dress as a woman. I looks like my mom and I got her face and body. So, there was no doubt I would look like my mom.
The beautician girl asked us ...Shall we start the waxing..It was little painful when she waxed my whole body. She plucked my eye brows and shaped them in a bow.

Feminization process continued. Pedicure, manicure, nail polish, etc. Of course, my sister was there to take care of me and my expenses. After the bath, now my skin was smooth and silky.

beautician asked me if I go for clip-on earrings or the normal one. Kaviya decided to wear normal ear-studs. Already Kaviya buys me gold ear-studs. Only problem was that I had to pierce my ears to wear them. I did not mind to it as I decided to wear ear studs.
Meanwhile, kaviya gave red saree (mom saree) to beautician girl.. she helped to wear the blouse and Saree and she started to make- up. She worked on my face. She was an expert in make up and she finished the make-up quickly. My lips were looking awesome in red lipstick. My eyes were smiling with a beautiful eye liner and lashes. Eye brows were perfect arcs and nicely made. She put a red bindi which matches with my new dress. She put jumikas on my pierced ears and they were looking good but Little pain.
She put-on my breast forms using the adhesive provided with them. They looked nice and bouncing if I move. Wow! I could not stop my temptation. Some how managed and put them in a nice red bra. I wore the matching red panty on the newly acquired womanhood by wearing the special panty. I took a hand bag and wore black heels to show the beauty to the beautician. She was surprised and saying ‘See! I told you will be a beautiful girl and now you are.’ She introduced me to my sister as SAMMI and left us saying wishes.
Kaviya was clueless and staring at me and I feeling shy and blushing.

We are waiting for the mother, almost 10.30 still she not yet come. I seeing mirror and i am looking like real girl and same like my mom and kaviya started to teasing me...
Finally my mother came with one lady. I got scard I went to my room to hide . my mother called my sister and asked her to wear the sari and bring the coffee for her.

Samantha part 8- Fammie look

One day my mother told us, she is going aunt home. Mom told my sister to take care of me and left. I was scared when I am thinking about her. After a while Kavya came to my room with a box. She lifted me up and let me sit down and combed my hair.

Then she put the bindi on my forehead and then put the lipstick on my lips and she put little Mack up and she took some photos. My face become red and am in angry mood and she gave me that mackup kit to use later.
Kaviya gave me the glasses and told me to look at my face, When I saw my face in the mirror I couldn’t believe it, I was just look the girl and even though I wasn’t completely female.
The lipstick smelled good, I feeling shy, my face is blushing but kaviya noticed that and she teases me. My good luck , She left because she got a phone call from the office.
I started to watch serial but again and again thought of lipstick were coming in my mind, i was controlling it by saying this to my mind ‘boy you are not a lady to try lipstick’ but as I saw myself in niitee with cleavage popping out of niitte that boyish feeling would fade away, my curiosity to apply it was rising moment by moment, but I can't control my feelings, so I decided to try the lipstick just once, so I took the lipstick and slowly  started applying lipstick, first on upper lips then on bottom one, that red shade was so dark that there was no need to apply lip gloss. I was checking out my lips in the mirror just the way I did with niittee and I was feeling so horny and amazing because of which instead of satisfying myself, i started to watch TV, watching movie. i didn’t know that lipstick was so magical which was creating a feminine feeling inside me. suddenly Siri Akka came inside and while seeing she shocked and laughing loudly. I don't know what to do and i feeling embarrassing moment.
Siri : You are looking nice Sammi!!!

Me : i kept my head down

We both are started to watch aerial and she started to speak about dresses and jewellery and even i aslo joined with her.

Days passed , whenever Mom was not there in home they both turned me into a girl and they will tease me...

They both talk to me every day about women, and about sarees , blouses and jewelry. sometimes i feel the need to wear a sari at least once in life. I never told them about it, I thought they would still tease me if I told them about this.

Now i can walk slowly without anyone help. One day kaviya came to me and reluctantly called me ,
Me : what happened kaviya?
Kaviya : Mom’s birthday is coming up?
Me : yes , that's next week
Kaviya : correct, we want to give some surprise gift
Me : i said ok...What is it?
Kaviya : ...Hmmm...hmmm
Me : tell me akka ..
Kaviya : Nothing Sam .. Your the gift
Me : i didn't get akka..Tell me clearly
Kaviya : I'm going to give you a present for mom's birthday.
Me : how?
Kaviya : you should wear sari for mom’s birthday.
Me : No way..I will not wear saree ( inside little bit happy)
Kaviya : i am requesting you sam.. Please one day only..If you want i will delete that videos.
Me : then it's ok ..I will Wear

Kaviya came hugged me tightly..And she said thanks to me..

Samantha part 7 - Serial Time

Next priya came and she gave Adhi to my mom. I watching the TV , while the channel and some serial was going on.
Siri – oh SAM ,. – oh SAM you know this is my fav serial ‘ Nam iruvar Namakku Iruvar ’,

don’t change it, we both will see it together. I like this bold lady character .
And she started to tell everything about the serial suddenly she touching my hand , oh look that is the heroine of the serial, wow what a saree she has worn, isn’t it SAMMI?

Me – i got shocked excuse me…

Siri – yes yes I know you are saying that her mother-in-law’s saree is much better but look at the makeup she has done, its so light while bahu has done perfect makeup, look and as Siri was totally lost into the serial, i had no option and i can't go away but to watch bahu’s saree and her jewellery along with Siri's commentary about her high heels sandal and bindi.

Siri– oh Sam what an episode it was, so much style statement in just one episode, you are lucky to watch it. omg, it’s 12.30, I am late, it was so nice to spend time with you that i didn’t realize what time it was, bye.
while leaving sunaina greeted me .

Mom was playing with Aadhi. Again i started to watch TV and I fell asleep watching TV.
Mom was lying next room and Adhi was playing. When I woke up Adi was putting his mouth on my breast and doing something.


It was as if someone had touched my breast while I was asleep, I woke up and saw Adi sitting nearby. Again I fell asleep.

Then for a while it was like someone was touching my breast again. I scolded him, it was as if someone was laughing behind me and I looked back and saw Kavia smiling and recording on her mobile.

Me : I told Kavia to destroy it
Kaviya : No
Me ; I requested again
Kaviya : i will delete but with some condition
Me : what is it ..Tell me
Kaviya : I will tell you later..

Then she left with smiling face. That day evening my mother combing my hair at the same time Kavia came and told me that I will comb his hair and go and prepare food. Kaviya asked me what kind of hair style you want, and I said casually. To which she said if I do new makeup today, I am in a position to admit it too. She took the middle part and pinned it to me like women. I cant say no also . She was often bullying me like this.

Samantha part 6 - Femi Name

I had less hair on my body the silk fabric of nittee was touching my thighs and I was feeling something magical inside my body and it was hard to control my erection, what was more humiliating me.
To avoid more humiliation , i asked my mom to send them outside away. Mom started put oil on my head and she started to message and i slept there only.
Next day morning Sister came to my room with bag and she told that keep this bag you and it's full of nittee's and it wil you full and you might need it and don’t be afraid to try them, you are one of us now, hehe. And she told me " i will your shorts and t-shirts" ..I got angry and i shouted her but she is not care bout me ... She. Left the room.
It was 11 o'clock when Siri Akka came to my house with Adi. I was watching TV , my sister and Siri were talking about clothes, i getting boring , my mom also got bored and mom is not fond of fashion, makeup and typical women’s gossip.
while they are talking about dresses , I was mesmerized by the sunaina’s looks she had worn green saree with matching blouse, her navel was clearly visible, she was adjusting her pallu again and again with red nail paint on her nails and matching red lipstick).
As if suddenly i tried to wake-upwaking , i don't know , why my mind was thinking like this and I scolded myself. Then I called my mom and told her to take me to the room.
While going , Siri akka asked my mother "i going out tomorrow so can you take care my son and my mom said yes and Siri came to my room and she said bye SAMMI...
Me : what ?
Siri : oops sorry I mean SAM ...Mmm ok bye sam.

Samantha part 5 - Wearing Nighty

I called my mom and asked her to bring old gown and i kept staring it for 5 minutes as I was not sure whether i should wear it or not, then I controlled my thought and wore the gown. it felt odd but yes I was feeling so relaxed in it compared to jeans, and we went out side to get fresh air. My sister and Siri both are coming here , i don't know what to do. I felt embarrassing moment. On other side I thought to surprise her by seeing me in a gown as it was her valuable suggestion. 

Siri – oh my god Sam you considered my advice , I am so happy, did you feel relaxed while wearing gown?

Me – yes, a lot
Kaviya - oh OMG , sam you are wearing Ladies gown , i can't believe my own eyes. And she came hugged and she told your looking cute.

Kaviya - why are you wearing this old style gown, its not fashionable, wait I will bring few of my spare nittee  for you, they are so comfortable and of latest trend.

Me – no no Akka, I am ok with this. (Kaviya didn’t listen and went to get one of her nittee, she came within in minute with blue nittee.

Me – Akka , this is so feminine and looks like its a babydoll, I am a man how can I wear so girly clothes.

Kaviya – oh don’t be so stupid, I guess you are already wearing a LADIES GOWN so don’t say that you are a man, hehe. don’t mind it Sam, just joking. being comfortable is ok but wearing fashionable clothes creates confidence in you, for ladies clothes, are not just clothes, we get happiness, excitement by wearing great looking clothes so now you also have to think like us, darling just try this nittee once for me and if you don’t feel excited then I will take back all of the nittee’s I promise, now don’t show tantrums

(and with this mom started to remove my old nittee)

Me – Amma aauuchh slowly remove it

Kaviya– Ok my baby, oh you have got excess fat on your chest, (while touching) it looks like girls boobs. hehe

Samantha Part -4 small accident

Since she wears my pants everyday, it was easy for her to do housework too.
Almost 4 months over ....my hair also grown fast up to my shoulder. One day my mom was washing clothes and One day I was preparing hot water like that and then I got a phone call from the office. I came out talking on the phone and by then I was holding her as Mom slipped on the floor and fell down while taking that hot water to the bathroom. A little bit of hot water hit me in the abdomen and thighs while holding mom. Then my mother took me to the hospital and I stayed there for a week.
A week later they took me home. I could not get up and walk. So Mom just took care of me. I can not wear any clothes anymore, so my mother will tie dhotis for me.

Everyone in town came to me and left inquiring about welfare. my sister's friend Siri came and looked after me and enquiring about my health. She told me, She has a two year old son and his name Aadhi.

Siri asked me "you can wear ladies gown and its so easy to change when we wear a gown, no sweat and we feel relax, why don’t you wear a gown and this time.

Me– hehe, don’t joke Akka(sister)

Siri – no Sam, I am not joking, I know you might be thinking that I am a man and how can i wear a ladies gown, oh I say what’s wrong in it, there will be just you in house so no one will notice and its for your own benefit, if you still don’t think it’s a valuable advice then ignore it, I am going.

The next day the power cut, I can't be at home without a fan, I can't go out without clothes ,
Mom came up to me and she asked me wear nightie and asked to come out and sit down outside.
as I had a big manly ego I let her go, Right now I can’t sit in this room, I was feeling so sweet. I thought of Siri's advice of wearing gown, it was impossible to sit here.

Samantha part 3- Corona Tesy

One day a medical camp was set up in our village and they did corona test for everyone.
They had a weighing machine at the medical camp, We both are checked weight and height ( both are same height slight difference ).
When she came back from camp she told me that she could not wear clothes like this summer season. It was sinful for me to see her too.

Next day morning she came to my room and took my t-shirts and shorts.

Me : why your taking my t-shirts and shorts ?
Kaviya : daily i am wearing chudithar and sarees so today onwards i will wear your clothes.
Me : if want i will buy new clothes for you and Please don't wear mine.
Kaviya : if mom came to know and she will scold me so better i will use yours.
Me : that's your problem, i will not give you .
Kaviya : its summer time so I can't wear chudithar and sarees and that's makes me uncomfortable.
I can not tell you if there are any problems with tying the sari in the summer season. If you wear a sari one day, then you will understand my difficulties.
Me : I asked disgustingly , i need to wear girls dress its not possible and who will wear that kind of dress.

Finally she took my clothes and went her room. Anyway daily i am wearing Jean's pant and t-shirts.

Sam to Samantha - part two- Beard shave

Slowly she was getting frustrated about my mom careless behaviour.

While my sister handedly managed everything in the house including her office work, I was just passing my time by doing office work and watching TV, browsing and sleeping. She got upset and one day it turned into a big fight. She complained to my mom , we both are working but always you are calling me and asking me to do work but your not telling to him. Now onwards ask him to do some work. I told her that it’s okay, I understood her situation and told that, hereafter, I will help her in some household work. Afternoon 3pm Mom called kaviya to clean the vessels and my mom washing clothes. She is in meeting so I went help my Mom. I told my Mom , i will clean the vessels but she said it's ok , i will do it later.

I started to clean the vessels it was very difficult for me and I was too slow doing the work and i completed after one hour. Whenever I am free and i helped to do some home work.
The lockdown was continuing for two months, but there are no signs of the life returning to normal. But I was happy that, at least myself and Kavya is working and getting good salary, so our finances are safe.
Due to summer season we can't go outside and it's too hot.always i am staying in home.
Due to the lockdown, the Salons were closed and my hair and beard started to grow fast.

And very soon, it turned as ugly and look like barbarian. Kavya did not like my dirty beard and asked me to trim. But I liked my hair and Beard style and she complained to mom but I didn't care about. One day i was sleeping and I heard trimming sound suddenly i woke up . My sister trimming my beard and it turned out she messed up my beard and moustache further. So that time i don't know what to do and i got angry and I shouted her and she feeling guilty and cried went her room. Now i need to correct it, I had to shave them completely. I have never done a clean shave and always am using trimmer since I started to grow my beard. So I was looking very different and younger. My mom liked my new look and suggested to keep my beard and moustache clean shaved until the salon reopened.

After that incident we both don’t talk each other. There are three of us at home, but we don't talk So mom came to me and told e , you know about your sister so please you go and talk to her yourself, iam very kind person . I went to her room, I called my sister and she did not responding , I went near her, I put my hand on her shoulder and said forgive me. She looks at me and she said i am the person need ask apologize to you and she hugged and asked sorry to me.

sam to Samantha- introduction

I am Sam, 28 year old male living in Bangalore, working as a Software Engineer. I am living in Bangalore . Life was going very smoothly until the COVID-19 crisis started to shatter the entire world. Indian government enforced a total lockdown and all non essential

businesses are closed until further notice. Since Hotel was closed and I was suffering for good. Until the situation become normal. It was totally unexpected, but we hoped that the situation will become normal in 1 or 2 months. I had some savings in the bank, even that online food rate also increased. So that time my company gave a laptop and asked to Work From Home during the lockdown period. I was full happy and i planning to go native. I reached home town.

My native is very Small village so I thought there will be no restrictions and we can enjoy but even there also they put police and announcemenced some restrictions. i can't go out .On other side The virus infections continue to rise all over the world. Almost all the businesses are in standstill and many employees are losing their job. Because of the lockdown, we stopped going outside. Full day I used to office work and i will watch TV and browsing the social media.

My mom and sister will do all other household works. My mom name is Saratha and my sister name is Kaviya. My sister also working in office

in near by my native and now she also doing work from home. My dad is working in Dubai. We three are there in home. For any help my mom will sister only